Thursday, January 29, 2009
HAPPY cny
1:58 AM
So fast January is coming to an end, which means CNY is slowing coming to an end and so it's going to be prelims, then HELL COMES - EXAMS =((( Till then, I'm so going to enjoy enjoy enjoy before hell steps in.
First day of cny is boring boring boring..... I only stepped out of the house at ard 5pm for visiting when people have finished visiting or preparing to go to another grandparents' house. SIGH, every year also like that. Think nxt year I'm so going to work. At least got double pay you knowwww! Rather than rot at home and watch tv.
Sec day of cny is happening happening + happy! Ok la, not really happening but good enough for me. First visit to Bing's house. Omg so awkward cause first time going visiting as a gf =/ Anyw, nxt destination Jy's house. MAHJONG TIME!! BUT.............. end up i'm not the one playing. cause too many pros and I sure lost. And indeeed, when I got the chance to play, just cant win. So end up, everything just let it to Bing =((( WHY LIKE THAT, JUST NO LUCKS WITH MJ ='(
Think today spend the most $$$, on cab. everywhere also cab, sigh there goes my hongbaos. So nxt destination is my relatives' house! YEAH HAPPY CAUSE SEE SO MANY COUSINS! All still look the same, as lame as usual; as ah beng as usual. Blackjack with aunties and uncles are entertaining when they have problems understanding numbers. Not being evil, but it's really quite an interesting sight. XD First time he's here visiting. Well I guess my cousins and aunties have been quite a nice host, hor.
Last destination at 10pm like that, yanli's house. And who knows, it became a stayover thing. Yeah, best thing is with my contacts on since 11am this morning. Good lucks to my eyes.
MJ at first, still no lucks ( SIGHHHH!), luckily I got my 'ladyluck' with me, whatever he takes just 'HU'. YEAH! hhahaha veryy happy cause $$$$$ HAHA. Then after which change to BlackJack.
Think blackjack is damn fun cause got persistent banker, kj who dont wanna change despite losing alot of $$$. HAHA, so everyone just bet big big! Poor kj being our cai sheng ye but just damn fun! Ah, this time ard I have more lucks in cards than in MJ. So not so bad can hor.... I think i have hardky gotten so many blackJacks in my life b4. That night is really omgg. and yanli's ladyluck is by her side too, that's why keep winning.
Aiya, in the end banker's luck isn't that bad. Just that by 6am, everyone is alrdy cuckoo cuckoo. The moment I reached, it's just one hour more before I need to wake up again for work..
Yeah, thanks chu san I have to work. Today, I just died at work and I have to work with new ppl. Well it's ooooooooookkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk to some extent. TRYing very hard to keep awake and acutally get quite grumpyyy. After work, act strong and not go home. Meet up with Selene and Ahmad and talked talktalktalktalktalktalk..... actually got some of the times my mind is blank. =// Still, 12am then go home. now nearly 2am, omgg I think I have really utilised my cny holidays. have to enjoy first, before I cant do so!
I guess this year cny is the one of most happily-passed one. This is what I called a
HAPPY cny! But I hope the fun don't stop here, I'm awaiting for moreeeee! Weekends, hopefully!
Monday, January 26, 2009
wheel of fortune, yes I agree
1:15 AM
Whether to believe anot,
just had my fortune told for this coming year.
HMMM, what i can said is that, i'm expecting more challenges to come.
'when there's up, there's down; when there's downs, there's ups.'life is like a projector, what projected out is what people perceived of you. And what hidden in the middle of those 'light' is your ego. The real you is the one behind the projector itself.
I think i might want to go back for more fortune told, before she's gone.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
gems beneath the seabed
1:05 AM
Once upon a time, I believe in finding treasures from the wide ocean, from beneath the deep deep sea. Till now, I still believe in it because I found some and I'm keeping them forever with me!
Anyw have been meeting up with the 'S' people. Serene Chen and Selene Ong. ((: Having good food with Serene is such a nice thing, and alot of catching up and talking about pri sch to sec sch to poly to........ sim? EH, maybe not cause sim life is simply just too boring! And of cause not to mention, abit of camwhore! =D
Finally meet up with Selene Ong, my long-time-no-see friend. Someone who is such a dear to me. Many things have happened and this brand new year is a new start for alot of things. Now we have more time to meet up (I hope this stays on like that), and we could just talk and talk and talk like forever. If there isn't a time constraint, I think we could have just talk throughout the night at macs. Actually I miss the old times, but it's hard cause we have different paths in our lives now. What we can do now is to meet at the crossroads at every junction, to update ourselves once in a while. Commitement starts to diff and school work or office work will starts to pile in. Follow closely behind will be stress and slowly there's no much time for a frequent meet up. I'm glad we are still holding on (: and and and I haven't forget about our hotel stay where we will talk about anything everything throughout the night! I think I know when we can do that. Just make urself freee sooooooon! ((:
You, are the most precious gem I have ever found. Always been supporting and lending me that shoulder whenever I need. And i'm definitely holding on to this gem forever! dont care dont care! haha, oh yea on a happier note I finally got myself baked! Not overly bake but just enough for cny. HAHA, happy happpy!
Lastly, though it's 22jan now. still, HAPPY BIRTHDAY
21st JIUN! super old please. HAHa that's why i said before I never want 2009 to come.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
im holding on to forever
11:56 PM
even if time has managed to erase some of the memories,
hope it is not the factor to forget.
hope this is not too late.
despite everything,
despite whatever,
I'm still not willing to let go,
I'm still holding on to forever.
temptations
12:02 AM
'how are you feeling now'
I don't know, but i know I'm losing it
and I'm not very happy about it
Thursday, January 01, 2009
hope?
11:43 PM
high expectations lead to high hope, therefore when things go smoothly you get satisfaction. But when things backfired, disappointment is the undesirable result.
low expectations give low hopes but that doesn't means no hope at all. Just that it gives a better security to what the result will be. but who would want to have low expectations of sth?
that's why,
im letting my hope to hang in middle,
cause to let it fall into any of the categories
I would see undesirable outcome.
dont stop trying - this I have been convincing myself for a long time
Anyws, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY! hopefully this can be a good year!