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Serene Lim, a 20 years old becoming OLD girl
Whose hopes to see smiles everywhere
Whose wish to see another shooting star once again
Whose hopes to go egypt at least once in my life
Whose loves to have pretty complexion though it's hard
Whose wish/hopes/pray that $$$$$ drop from sky
And lastly,
Whose currently happily together with her Dearest and silly Bing (:
If life can be as simple as that; //
when all things fall and dreams are dashed and hopes are crashed, I just hope that this would stay. Really.
A miracle that i could ever ask for.
Monday, November 27, 2006
10:57 PM
These few days were alright still. Hmm, though ehh kinda... well, I thought i MIGHT have lost a Kg, but i guess aft all these few days, i would have gain back that 1kg. Anyway, 1kg is so easy to gain back yet so difficult to lose. Sighh. Exams coming, im not at the least prepared. Im so going to be so dead this time. Though i say b4 that i wanna buck up, upon looking at what i have studied or rather, HAVEN started on one, makes things worse.
Just a few more days to go =))-I wanna go for the trip... =((
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
counting down..
10:53 PM
This is only the 2nd day that he's away. Still got 7 more days to go. wah, that equals to one full week. Sigh. I went to send him off on the 1st day. Yeah, skip tutorial as a result. HAHA. Nvm la. This will be my 1st time skipping tutorial deliberately. Everyone got their 1st time.. Not bad not bad~ Thank goodness that i got other things to occupy myself with. Eg trg, clubbing =X, studies, girls' outing with LENE(MON MON), and work. I thought time are supposed to pass very fast? But like why this time kinda slow.. ehh.. Whatever it is, faster get your ass back in spore!!
Don't worry, i wont stuff myself with more ice cream cause i want my present. =D HAHA, ok evil me. Sometimes i hope that our team got the same chance to go overseas. Guess we dont have the fate to do so, or should i say our standards isnt there? It's a once-in-a-life-time thingy, who wont want to experience it. Us*, i miss them lots. Miss the trg time we had during the holidays during the 1st yr, miss the NOISY outings. Time passed, people changed. Not much yet i feel distant.
-7 more days to go- fasssterr
Saturday, November 18, 2006
12:47 AM
Haven't been updating. Well, here i am blogging about the past few weeks. Sad, nice, bad, happy good things happened. The saddest one would be the loss of someone beloved. This time the impact was much more as compared to the last one. The moment that i went into the room, i saw my grandfather, lying peacefully on the bed. Man, i mux say he looks so skinny. As though he was mal-nutrition. Or maybe worse than that? Sigh, in fact the sight of him kinda freak me out. Guilt overwhelmed my emotions. It's been very long since i last saw him. The funeral took exactly 3 days, having to skip 2 tutorials. I have to stay there for the 3 days and nights, but i went home on the second night. Too tired to stay out for the entire 2 nights.The 1st time i see my father so sad yet he's trying hard not to express it out. The teary eyes that my grandmother had, when the chanting was on. The atmosphere was so dull and moody when my grandfather was sent for cremation. Aft which, it rained. My parents said that should be showing a gd sign.. Well, i hope it is. I hope he rests in peace.School days are kinda hmmm, boring. Tutorials, studies, projects. Anymore interesting or happening things? Well, im onli looking forward to trg time. But i don seem to be giving my 100% during trg. My mind seems to be at the other side of the world. Well, it's not that im dreaming, just that.. a sudden emotion caught my mind. A little stress is alright, but too much is hard to handle. I just want to be back to where i am last time.Hmmm, he's leaving soon. Not like he's dying, but he flying off soon. Back aft 9 days. awww, alright i shall treat it as a vacation for me?? HAHAHA, aiya. i shall not comment much on this, if not somebody will suan me. tsktsk, insensitive asss. =Xx hahaA` u should know*Recently i started to pick up the habit of reading. Wahh, the feeling not bad. I actually started to indulge in books. Can u believe it? =) yeah, i actually don wana study but i prefer reading. Fantasy is so much different from reality. Sometimes i just get so engrossed that i wished i was the characters in it. HAHA, well that was a fantasy dream of mine. Anyway, it's nice to have that feeling back. The feeling of reading =)Still far from it.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
11:57 PM
The longest traffic jam i got from my way home after Wed trg- 1 hr! From 1020pm when i board the bus till i reach home is ard one hour. From 1020pm to 1135pm when i reached home. The traffic jam took 35 mins in all. I took the non air con bus, hoping that the bus would reach home faster. Then when it reached the highway, there's a REALLY SERIOUS traffic jam. I could slp for a while like 10 mins plus and wake up and the bus hasn't move a single shit. Still at the same old place. The waiting time is soo boring. I thought ok, maybe a while more, the bus might move. yes, indeed it moved! By less than 100m though~ then i dozed off again. -.- alright, no mood and damn tired. I woke up by a msg from my classmate. Omgg, the bus moved less than 100m.. -.- i saw police cars. But see no sight of the accident scene. The air was so dusty and humid, somemore in a NON AIR CON BUS! damn, today mux be some damn cursed day.
I cant gym due to my back and right arm pain. Cant exert any further, so i worked on my left arm. Sigh, always when i wanted to strive harder, this kind of prob occured. Last sem also like that. Seriously this feeling sucks. I want to rest either, but no much time =( it's not that i dont want. it's just a month or 2 away from comps. -the thought of that makes me fear. and that fear has been haunting me since then. I strived, i fight for it, i'm trying; still result not shown. I swallowed down the frustration and pain, thinking that things might go back fine aft a while. But seems like it's not improving.-
a 8am lesson tml~ im aching everywhere. yea, everywhere. k, fine bye.