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Serene Lim, a 20 years old becoming OLD girl
Whose hopes to see smiles everywhere
Whose wish to see another shooting star once again
Whose hopes to go egypt at least once in my life
Whose loves to have pretty complexion though it's hard
Whose wish/hopes/pray that $$$$$ drop from sky
And lastly,
Whose currently happily together with her Dearest and silly Bing (:
If life can be as simple as that; //
when all things fall and dreams are dashed and hopes are crashed, I just hope that this would stay. Really.
A miracle that i could ever ask for.
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
___ kInda Of dumb tink recently..___
1:34 PM
ydaY`.. [[ 29 maY' 2005 ]] i did sTh fooLisH at wOrk`.. at 1st.. i waS wOrkin sO haPpily.. pLay pLay smiLe smiLe laUgh laUgh... deN suddEnly i tinK i mOodswing.. dEn uh`mM.... the fOolsih tinK lA`.. caNt imagIne tt i caN breaKdOwn jUz lIk tt.. but heNgz onLi one persOn sEe`.. aNd the persOn dIdnt saY anytinK.. but i tinK i sCAre tHe wIts Of Of him`.. *oPps* lUckiLy it cOme fasT aNd go fASt.. and yeA` today`. i felL asleeP 3 times In my lectUre tOdaY`.. it waS sO bOrin aNd mth seEM to get intO my mInd.. aNd my eyes wEre drOppin`.. caNt tK it`.. i jUz slP maNz`.. doN caRe`.. uh`mm i don noe waT tO say Le`.. maYb nO mOod fOr the mOmeNt.. mayb sOmetImes Ltr`.. welL.. byebyE`.. aNd tHz fOr Tt advIce`.. =D
Thursday, May 26, 2005
= ^, --- aN jing bY jaY... -------------
4:53 PM
tHe SoNg ''an jing'' meaN maNy tinK.. Gd memOries Or bad memOries`?? welL.. gUess it jUz fit mY storIes` anywaY.. it's dOesnt maTter mUch tOo now`.. gUess everytInk oVer.. it jUz tt i happEn to nOe stH.. tt i wilL cOme tO tis cOncLusIon.. [[ he's a niCE gUy`.. sHe shLd undeRstaNd him.. aNd he sHld tk tinK easY aNd steadiLy.. tink tHru waT pOints tT tHe gaL mIght dOn Lik.. chaNge it fOr heR`.. haV confideNce.. gaL wilL looK intO hOw mUch a gUy haS cOnfIdeNce Of himseLf..` =D yea`? ]] [[ i didNt bother much abt It aNymOre.. pOly wilL b tHe neW staRt fOr me.. a refresHin oNe i gUeSs`..unwilLin decIsiOn yeT a seLfisH oNe`.. oH welL`.. nv waN tt tO haPpen aNywaY`.. =) ]] not Lik lAst tIme`.. nOe waT? beIn cheeRful Is a vItamIn fOr ur bOdy in eaCh aNd every dAy.. =D
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
** ~` a pOem esP to U.. `~ **________
3:15 AM
wE dOn nOe eacH otHer
aFt tHat daY Of mIsundeRstandin
we tOk
trUst nv seeM to b eASy On Me
since the daY i fOund U
havIn tO tOt my Life Is cOmpLeTe bUt agaIn aNd aGaiN
u lIed~
mY trust fOr u felL frM the hIgHest to tHe grOund
once My dreaMs wEre deN b a disppOintMeNt
dIsaPpointmeNt turn tO a hOpe fOr tHe gaL
tT she decIdeD
sHe did the rIte tink aFt alL
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
tots of me to u
4:36 PM
bE my memorIes
tt waT i hOpe tO keeP As In tIs Life
be My miraCle
tt waT i hOpe tT lIfe wilL be meaNinfuL
be my hOpe
Tt i waT i tink tT i caN mOve On in lIfe
be My dreaM
Tt i wilL hav the mOtivatiOn aNd gOal tO cOntinue On
bE my fOreva
tt wat i knOw tt u wilL b there
be My sOmeOne sPecial
tt WaT i wilL not stoP tinkin aBt
be mY freNz -eva
tT waT i wIsh fOr since tt dAy
=..+ frm me to him +..=
4:14 PM
tIme fLies lIk nobOdy knOws
Be it a daY
A mOnth
Or, a year
cherIsh verY momeNt of haPpinEss
u Nv knOw whAt u mIght lOse the nxt moMent
u nV nOe waT wilL haPpen then
it's wOnderful once agaIn to see the sUnshIne Of the daY
shaDows staY aT its owN plaCes
Nv mOve a steP bacKward Or fOrwaRds
a haPpy endin, welL tt's gD
and, Oh welL
a nEw raInbOw was rebOrned frM the horIzOn
aft a heaVy thunderStorm
pLz.. let tis rainbOw stay on fOreVa
dOn let It faDe agaIn
cOz i wilL nv nOe when there wilL b anotHer thUnderStorm tt yeT tO come..
Monday, May 23, 2005
~~We sHLd treasure Our Life~~
5:00 PM
tIme fLies.. daYs paSsed`~ aNd maNy ppl aGed~ tHere wilL b a neW bOrn baby In tHe nxt mOmeNt`.. bUt hav u eVer wOndereD If tHe baby is a nOrmaL Or haNdicaPped`.. it's deF nOt a tInk tT pareNts wLd waN tHeir preCious chIld to b`.. it paIn the paReNts mOre to see theIr child tO sufFer tis fate frM tHe mOment tt tHey wilL bOrn`.. pareNts sTruggLe tHru.. paRentS cAre fOr theM.. thOugh tHey Are nOt a nOrmaL hyperactIve chubby chubBy cUte cUte babY`.. they aRe sPeciaL.. to the pareNts.. it's a gIft frM heaVen.. a gIft tt caNt b fOrsaKen`.. Nv wiLl.. Life Is sO unpreDictabLe.. no One exPect aNd wilL foresEe wat wilL happEn nxT.. trEasUre tIs mIn.. treaSure tIs moMeNt Of jOys`.. many ppL in tIs wOrld tK tinK fOr graNted`.. aNd hardLy eVa tOt of the cOnseqUeNces`.. maNy pPl get hUrt wHen tHe otHer Party sPeaK the wrOng tinK tt huRt tHe feeLin~ maNy ppL GEt hUrt cOz tHey feEl tt tHeIr lIfe haV fOrsaKen tHeM.. ppL geT hUrt cOz they tInk lOw Of theMseLves.. tHe paIn tt tHey gEt Isnt frM otHers bUt theMseLves`.. tHey gIv tHemseLveS stReSs aNd pressUre.. these unfOrtUnaTe kIds`.. aRe reallY adOrabLe`.. actuaLly tO maNy ppL they are haNdicaPped`.. bUt tO theIr teacHers aNd pareNts.. aNd thOse whO shOw theIr lOve ANd teNder Lovin care tO.. tHey aRe a bUncH of wOnderfUl eNergetIc kIds`.. a Kid tt Is sOo extraordinaY frM a nOrmaL 5-yeaRs-old chIld`... If ppL dOn shOw a sIght Of syMpatHy yet shOwer Of Love aNd smIles tOwaRds tHem.. wilL realLy lIgHten uP theIr daYs`.. i caN saY alL these`.. cOz todaY i wOrk at a fUnctiOn wif alL thEse ppL.. oMg~ can u beLieVe tT i crY ABIT~~~ abit hOr`.. tHe sCene sOoOo tOuchIn u nOe~!!! imagIne S.R natHan.. oUr presideNt gO up tO the staGe tO shaKe the childRen haNds eveN thOugh it nOt paRt Of tHe prOg~.. he weNt up tO tk a pIc aft tHeir perfOrmaNce`.. OHhh!!! sOo tOuchIn... den my gUesTs.. i lOve tHem aLl~~ sadLy tO saY.. buT my gUests hav hearIn prOb...kaoz.. i daRe tO saY tT tHe haPpinesSe tT tHe gIv me`.. tHe sUnshIne tT they prOduced fRm their smIle.. Is sO mUch dIff frm any otHer Ppl`.. theIr radIant eva smiLin faCes brIghteN uP my fOul mOod frM ydaY`.. thOugh they nOe they are dIff frM Us.. nenVertheLess`.. tHey SeeM to b mUch mOre haPpier tHaN Us`.. tHey prOjeCt a veRy seReNe aNd wOrries-frEe imPressIons`.. i sOo freaKin eNvy theM`.. nOt beeN saRcastIc`.. bUt tHe haPpiness tT they shOwn Us is realLy UnfOrgettabLe aNd unIqUe.. a sPeciaL feeLin Tt tOucheD my heart.. aNd u nOe wAt~`?? tHey eveN aSked nO. fOr Us`.. =DD my gUests`.. tHose chIldreN..~ tHey noe cOmmUnicatin wIf them Is abIt hard`.. bUt they nV shOw a sIgn Of dIsGusted Or wat-so-Eva`.. tHe teaCher osO smiLe at tHeIr actiOns`.. waT i can saY`.. maYb they are still yOung`.. theIr tOt are stilL naivE?? shLd i phrAse Tt waY`~... Uh`Mm.. mayB nOt leH`.. bUt tHey aRE fun-lOvIn.. veRy cUte~.. tt u nOe u wilL b haPpy wIf them ard`.. thEy gIv u thE feELin tt '' u wilL nv feeL bOred beIn wIf uS'' haHa`.. Hey maNz`.. the way tHey sms u`.. are Lik Old freNz`.. they dOn maKe themseLves seEM lik tHey aRe haNdicaPped.. aNd we dOn sEe tHem as One`.. [[ Ya. we tRy.. cOz tHe cOmmunicatiOn paRt wilL b abIt dIfficuLt`..]] aFt tis tIme`.. i feeL mysElf realLy SoO fOrtUnaTe to b lIvin in tIs wOrld sOo heaLthy..there aRe mOre unfOrtUnate ppL ard`... tReasUre tT mOmeNt Of jOys tT they sHaRed wIf u.. trEasUre tt mOmeNt Of lOve tT they shOwN u`.. cHerIsh tHe mOmeNt tt tHey sTarted tO maKe freNz wif u`.. rMb tHe 1sT smiLe tT tHey gReeTed u wif`... =DD
Sunday, May 22, 2005
='((
4:21 PM
='(( ---> stArtin wIf a sad face.. nOw I nOt feeLin gd`.. in a fouL mOod`.. iN aNger wIf mY seLf`.. he's rIte~` i waS simPly tOo naive`~ simPly tOo easIly kaNa trIcked.. =(( wHy caNt tinK b mOre simPler..~?!? wHy tinK sOo comPlicatEd... arH~~ daMn!! seReNe lIm stuPid gaL la`.. tt wAT i concLude`.. sHe oUght tO go fOR a realLY bIg refLectiOns~~ tO waKe hersElf uP maNz`.. aNd stOp tinKin abt tHe imPossIbLe`...!!!!!! =''(((
*in a veRy fOuL mOod~~* -sObsOb-
Saturday, May 21, 2005
oh yeaH`..
3:59 AM
helLo heLlo`... beeN so lOng sInce i updaTe liaO`.. aRh.. nvM la`.. Oh ya`.. i waNna saY~.. i sKip 2 daYs Of orieNtatiOn leH`~!!!!! waHhHhh... aNd it's dOesnt maTter manz!! haHA`.. * i seeM Lik sO prOud Of mIssin it maNz* haHA`.. i gO for tHe 1st daY oNe`.. i abIt sian`.. bUt my clAss gOt oNe cUte lOokin bOy~ wOoOoOoO!!!!!!! =DDD tt sPurred me tO gO thrU the whOle daY of 1sT daY orieNtatIon`.. it's kInda Of siaN.. aRh.. nvm`.. maKe sOme freNz.. alL very oUt gOin`.. nIce~~ nOt bad.. aNd my cLAss gOT one PreTty gaL.. sHe is a eNg prO speaKer.. speaK eNg nIa`.. aNd her eNg Is wOoO kInda`.. waSted tt sHe nOt in mAss cOmm.. i tOk to her i osO abit nervOus`.. sUddeN tok in eNg.. i osO don nOe siA`.. =Xx... haHAh`... 2nd day Of orieNtatiOn arh.. i sian haLf.. i dOn waNna gO liaO... =DD todaY ( 20 maY ) i skIp tHe 3rd and Last aNd tHe sO-call-tO-be-the-fUnnest daY of aLl.. NA`.. i dId go to tHe scH k`..!!! i waS suPposed tO meet tHe cLass at 130 at tHe bus stOp.. bUt i gOt oUt of my hs at 130`.. lolz`.. =Ppp whO caREs~~ =DDD deN i reaCh scH`.. i sEe sEe lOok lOok.. waH nv sEe a sIght Of my grP ones`..den i sIan haLf`... i waS lIk ''oMg..............'' i calLed sOme Of my new freNz`.. *not In my cLass One*.. aNd caLl my cLass chiO bu`.. heY~!! sHe nv cOme sIa~~` arH... deN i more mOre sia~n... deN aIya`... i dOn wanna gO le`..deN i tUrn my bacK on tHe sCh aNd waLk oUt of the scH wHen ppL are actuaLly goin tO the orieNtatIon.. loLz.. HaHA`.. aIya.. don care la`... scH staRt den nOe tHesE ppL lA.. =D eH`.. Oh ya`.. todaY is ming hUi bird daY.. haPpy bIrd daY to U`~~ hOpe u lIk the preseNt.. it Is a sImple One thOugh`... heY`.. tOday i wOrk i taKe a sliP of reD winE`... *oPppsS* haHa`.. nIce leH`.. =DDD eH.. deN tHey saY tt one gLass Of reD wIne per daY caN maKe a Lady heaLthier eaCh daY`.. waHh`.. den iF tt reaLLy trUe`.. deN i sUre drInk abIt de.`... lolz`... *OpPps* haHAa.. no La`.. u nOe wat.. i Nv geT drUnk easIly liaO leH`... tt tIme i osO tK a sliP of braNdy plUs pePsi La`.. deN taste nOt bad leH`... Hahaa`... nice leH`.. caN go try agAin.. aNd my faCe nV red leH`... lolz`.. sO it Ok.. tt ppL wOnt fInd Out`... LoLz`~~ =DD [[ i Nv leT go of tHe feeLin tt kePt wIthiN me`.. hOwevEr nitZmaREs are Over.. unhaPpy daYs Are gOne`.. memOries Of u staY wIthIn me fOreVa`... aLwaYs..~ Nv b erASed`.. ^, ^ ]]
Friday, May 13, 2005
eH`..............
3:49 PM
welL.. Yeah`.. caMe bacK frm np orieNtatiOn.. i caN saY`.. not Bad Ba`.. but i caN falL asLp leh`.. sO waT ya tinK`.. bUt still nOt bad.. esP tHe daNce sport cLub perfOrm tHeir daNce... i waS lik wOoOoOoO!!!! at 1st b4 the cOncert sTart.. on tHe journEy tO nP.. i told My freNz i waNna jOin daNcin`.. deN nOw tt i saW theIr perfOrmaNce.. i better tiNk twIce`.. u nOe wat~.. tHeir daNce Is reaLly dAMn daMn prOfessIonaL aNd daMn daMn hip Pop`.. daMn rOck maNz!!! every1 whO waS sian haLf by tHe otHer perfOrmaNce wAs fOr tt moMent awaKen bY theIr perfOrmaNce`... lOlz`.. exaggEratIn`?? haAHha`... mayb ba`.. bUt It 's realLy daMn nIce maNz`.. aNd One tinK`.. theIr figUres daMn gd`.. i envY` =X haHa`.. dOn waNna tok aBt aBt nP tink.. thoUgh i gOt lots to saY`.. but nOw i gOt other tinK to tOk aBt`... eh.. sometImes i woNder`.. y ppL lIk to pUt a strOng frOnt tO hide theIr feeLin.. a feeLin of sad`? aNger? or wat-sO-eva feeLin`..... puttIn uP a strOng frOnt is sOo hurtIn ya nOe`?? every1 sUre gOt tis expErieNce b4 Of puttIn up a strOng frOnt`...i tOo hav sUch encOunters tOo`.. nobOdy wilL lik theIr freNz or any1 tO put a lOng face whIle goin oUt wif them rite~ ha`.. mayb tt wHy ppL pUt up a strOng frOnt to shOw ppL tt tHey aRe aLright .. but whO nOes deep insIde theIr mind aNd heart.. tHeY are sayIn otHer tinks`.. tHey are feeLin saD.. sOmetImes i nOe sOme Of my freNz are preteNdin tt tHey are aLrighT.. eg~.. tokIn aBt otHer tinK.. eh.. let's saY aBt otHer gUys .. wHen u nOe tHey stilL carrYin tt tOrch fOr a particuLar persOn`.. tHe '' frOnt '' is sO not obvIous tt many bUy intO it`.. wat tHe poInt`~ manz`.. [[ tis seNteNce i shLd saY it to myseLf too..]] bUt.. ya`.. caNt possibLy owaY telL prOb to ur freNz ma`.. if not ur freNz lik tinK u sOo fulL of xin shI`.. Lik owaY fulL of worrIes`.. no rite~.. aNd hor.. tHere wilL b feW jOkers aRd me tO cheEr me uP.. aNd tt i wOnt tink sO much`..
not fOr noW`.. but ppL tinK tt puttIn up such frOnt wilL make the atmOspHere mOre pleaSaNt anD haPpier`.. no1 wLd waNna spoIl the mOod riTe`..but wHen they reacH home`.. wheN they
aRe aLone oNce agaIn`.. they wilL feeL lik breaKin dOwn`.. rite~ hor`.. fOr tIs`.. lIk waT tHe poiNts`~ -_-!!
aIya`.. i dOn nOe waT bullshit aM i toKin aBt`.. gUess i am tOo tIred`.. haS beeN tIred aNd waNtin tO slP since tHe orIentatIon frM aGee aNn poLy``..................... *yaWn**
Thursday, May 12, 2005
cOrrectIon aR`... =D
3:31 PM
haHa`.. hey`.. i gonnA cOrreCt the prevIous entRy.. tt stuPid bIng lA`.. shIt him maNz`.. faKe me`.. saY the gaL oso caN sErene`.. he bLufF me de`... =(( stuPid dUmbaSs`.. ^hmpH^ haHa`..nvm.. todaY wOrk.. tt freaK naNcy aNd tHe dUmbaSs fraNcIs scOld Us`.. boLiaO.. scOld fOr dumb dumb tiNk.. tHe PROPER way tO hOld tHe stuPid dUmb traY.. haha`.. fUnny sIa`... hOld traY nIa``.. wat tHe bIg f*k`... sHe maKin tinK sOo difFicult fOr Us aNs makin tInK.. aNd i bEt~~ nO1 wilL fOllow wAt sHe saYs`.. lolz~.. =X haHahaHa`.. =DD deN tt fraNcis oOs la`.. alL mOodswIng`.. siaO One`.. tHe gUests tOdaY..~ sOme~` very cUte leH`.. esP tHe aNg mOhs`... waHHhh~~!!!! cUte leH`.. cOz they winK at Me maNz`... =DDD theY winK wheN i sErve tHeM drInks`... =D cOol neH`~~ =DDD haPpy HaPpy~~ =DDD haHah`... erM.. tt's alL for tOdaY`.. eH`.. One mOre tinK`.. todaY gO see volleybaLl maTch`.. Nyjc Vs tJc`.. waH`.. tJc gOt one` cUte gUy`.. lolz`.. bUt sEe lOng enOugh nOt cUte liaO`.. lolz`.. bUt nvm la`.. aNd hOr.. nyJc geT cHampiOn.. cOngrAtsS maNz`... =D tHe troPhy verY cUte leH`.. smalL smaLl cUte cuTe de`... wHy bbalL trophy dOn hav sO nIce de Ar`... alL nOt nice dE`.. =p haHa`... k`.. gotta uPdate tHe otHer bLog le`... c Ya`.. bYe`` *winK^.^ ///
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
hee`.. haPpeinIn At wOrk`..
3:33 PM
yooz yOooz`... heY heY`.. dOn nOe why i tOday hapPy leH`.. =X Ya`.. tis eNtry i gOnna tOk aBt my wOrk tOday`.. erM.. welL.. maYb not aLl aBt wOrk tinK ba`.. but keY poInts La`... =p
welL.. basIcaLly.. eveNiN i wOrk wEddIn dInneR`.. deN the mOst cOnicIdeNce tiNk is Tt tHey saY tt sOme1 At tHe REcePtiOn halL tT lOok Lik Me`.. deN i waS lIk '' -_-!! '' bUt oso kInda Of interEsTed.. haHa`.. deN bIng caLvIn tHey aLl telL me`.. i waSnt knOwn at 1st.. Is cAlvIn see.. deN they alL tok den bIng teLl me`.. deN i weNt oUt tO see... i shOcked maNz`.. tHe gaL sIde vIew daMn lOok lIk me`... aNd is daMn`.. den i teLl mY maMa`.. '' maAmi... i gOt One twIn sIs leH`..'' deN my maMa ''scOld'' Me`.. lOlz`... fUnny sIa`.. aNd aT leAst tt gaL lOok mUch mUch mOre beTter tHan Me`.. she gOt tHe rIte fIgurE`.. aNd gOt tHe rIte stYle tt waT a gaL SHLD hav`.. whEreas`... i ...................... * peNgz * haHa`....... nvM`..
dEn wHen tHe dInneR wAs abt tO staRt`.. bIng caMe tO teLl me Tt tHe gaL wHOm lOoked lIk mE .. saT aT HIs tabLe`.. haH`.. i laUgh At hIm`... =D k.. Tt nOt alL ~ tHe sEc tIme tt He caMe .. He saId` '' tt gaL osO calLed sErene leH`..'' dEn i aSk hIm hOw he nOe`... den he rePlieD tt sHe gOt her naMe on tHe bOok... hAHHAha`.. tIs tiMe mOre fUnnIer`... aNd mOre cOooOool........... hAHa`.. deN i wAs wOnderIn If tHe gaL oso gOt a sUrnaMe of ''Lim'' anOt`.. but aIya.. nv geT tO fInd Out`.. haIz`.. nvm.. bUt tIs imprEssiOn iS coOl enoUgh for Me`.. i wAS wOnderIn.. '' cOol maNz`.. As If My cLone`.. =Xx.... '' haHa`.. i laugH alOt b4 the fUnctiOn sTaRt.. cOz tHere One stuPid bIrd tOld me tT a perSon aPprOach hIm aNd aSK hIm If he wIsh tO b In the mOdelLin lIne`.. lOlz`.. aNd tt One i reaLly laUgh tilL i peNgz.. aNd Is reaLly reaLLy peNgz..` i caN say waTeva i wan maNz`.. cOz i nOe he wOnt see tIs`.. he a bLur cOck lA`.. lolz~`.. *oPps*
thOugh today the waS kInda Of tIrin oNe.. aNd i dIdnt haV enOugH slP as welL.. and i waS lIk wIshIn to dOze Off any tIme aNywheRe`.. =D hAHa`.. bUt hOr.. fOr tHe reasOn tt i waS in cLoud nIne`... i dOn care tHe tIredNess maNz`.. bUt nOw i tyPin tIs entry.. i reaLly feeL sUper tIred`.. caN drOp aNytiMe`.. lOlz`...
eRm.. i gOnna eaRn lOts tIs weEk maNz`.. aBt 400+ tIs weEk.. Oh wOooSH~~~~ hhahaa`.. jUz 3 daYs i eaRn 200++ lE`.. lolz`... YeeSSs`~~ aNd tt I gOt the urGE to bUy maNy tinK`.. =D dIe`.. gOnne speNd le ma`.. ? -_` dOn nOe`.. sEe hOw.. welL.. tiNk of it`.. tHe watCh tt i bUy fOr my maMa is 119 anD fOr my paPa Is 118~ aNd yet.. i dOn feeL heaRt paIn tt i sPend sOo mUch`.. bUt tt tIme i bUy myseLf a Bag wOrth 92 .. i heaRt paIn sia~.. lolz`.. lIk sooO faSt i speNd nearLy a 100~.. =(
weIrd hUh`..? i osO dOn nOe`.. me weIrdO hUh`.. =D nvM.. Oh yeS`.. thUrs orieNtatIon.. hOpe to sEe sOme cUte gUys`.. not AH beNgz One!!! caNt staNd`... haHa`.. aNd yeaH`.. maKe neW freNz`.. =DDDDD wOosH!!
gOtta eNd lE`.. i gOnna Play sOme gaMes b4 i slP`.. thOugh i freAkin tIred``... =))
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
welL`...
4:10 PM
welL`... tIs entRy is fOr the ''u'' whO are readIn tIs`... whO encOuntereD frEnzshiP- lUv prOb hUh`... undeRstaNd ma`??
welL.. frEnzshiP and lUv reLatiOnshiP simpLy aRe 2 dIff tinK`.. * welL tt waT every1, Of coz`..~ * but maNy a tIme`.. ppL wilL staRt frM a gD gd frenz tO steAds.. but.. tHe feeLin tHe bOnd` aRe dIff tOo`.. in tis wOrld`... some treaSure freNzhsip more tHan lUv.. wheReas sOme dO the other way rOund`.. erm... tilL nOw.. maNy of u muz b dIsaGreeIn wif me huh`.. =D nvm.. it's jUz my poiNt of vieW`.. -no offeNd meaNs- heY girl`.. sometImes`.. lUv tIs kinda Of tinK muz b a littLe bIt more b seLfish`.. not owaY b tHe One tO gIv uP tIs thrOne`... if lIk tt.. are u gOin nOt to b a queeN for tHe resT of Ur lIfe`?? no rIte`... it Ur lIfe gIrl... u cOntrOl wat cOmes nxt tmL`... givin In Is necEsSaRy`.. but nOt tO the eXteNt tt u aRe maKin urseLf sO sad`... nOt worTh`.. u arE a strOng aNd deterMined gaL`.. a gaL wif lOts of cOnfideNce`.. rite? i beLieVe tt u are stiLl tt kInda`.. u aRe still whO u Are`.. no1 cHAnge tt excePt u ursELf`... aNd if tIme wEre tO b tUrn bacK tO lIk tHe last tIme`.. when u dId tHe saMe tinK again`...? welL`... maYb u wilL`.. rite~ aNd tt hIstOry wilL b rePeatEd huh`.. aNd tt u are in tIs pOsitiOn Once agaIn`..
aiyOo.. freNzshiP are sO fragIle`... once tHey hIt wIf a haRd Object.. tHey breaK`..shaTtered intO millions milLioNs pieCes`.. of feeLiN?? oNce tOt a gd freNzship wilL eNd in sUch situatiOn.. welL`.. it jUz meaNt to b`.. don b saD`.. don cRy.. don preteNd tt u are fIne`... tinK wilL b aLrighT Once tHe time rIpe`... let tIs b an experIence fOr u`.. it's gOnna b a 3 yrs tinK to faCe u nOe`.. 3 yrs wOr`...
sOme ppL waNna treasUre freNzship.. but sOme bcOz of lUv`tHey neGlected tHe freNzshiP.. but.. welL`.. it's their decIsiOn hUh`... u caNt chaNge it maNz`...
erm.. srY ar.. caNt contInue mUch`.. tink i In no positiOn to tOk aBt tIs`... *oPps^ but`... lastly.. i waNna saY`.. fIght for ur own haPpineSe`.. aNd lIve a beTter tmL`..
Saturday, May 07, 2005
contiNue wat i waNna saY..
2:40 PM
heY yeaH`.. jUz waNna coNtinUe waT i waNna saY frM laSt nItz tiNk... mayB is tOo tIred dEn i mIss oUt aLot of tinK`.. but mY mind nOw osO abIt bLur bLur`.. cOz juz waKe uP.. sO it's dOesnt maKe mUch dIff tOo`.. =DD.. haHa..`.. [[ freNzshiP are imPt in oUr lIfe... freNzshIp aREnt barbIe dOlls fOr ur tO play wIf... it nOt a fragIle ObjecT tt u haNdle wIf.. nOr dOes it a feeLin tT u caN Play wIf`... freNzshiP Is a MUZ in our lIfe.. haV u seeN any1 wIf NO freNz at alL... ?? aRent theY pitifuL`..?? it's sth tT feeLin And trUst cOmbinEd tO b One`.. tT u caN maNage tO lUv Ur freNz mOre thaN u dO`.. in resUlt tt u wilL treasUre tHem... maYb`... -tOk till nOw i abIt gOng abt waT i toKin..- neVertHeleSs` maNy tOt they hOld theIr freNzshiP very tIghtLy.. maNy gEt hUrt aBt wat tHe wOrds tt caMe oUt of tHeIr freNz mOuths.. freNz aRe tHere fOr eaCh otHer wheN they neEd sOme1 tO b tHere.. bUt sOmetImes`.. maNy ppL tEnd tO get advaNtagE Of tIs kInda of freNz aNd heNce tHey maKe use Of tHem.. wHen tHe freNz actuaLly need helP.. tHeIr so-calLed freNz areNt there fOr hIm/hEr... IS tt faIr?? wat kInda Of freNzshIp is tIs`?? a faKe? Oh Plz`.. faNcy treaUre a fake freNzshiP mOre a freNzshiP tt wOrth tO keeP`... aRe u a pIg?!
sInce tIs is mY bLog i caN saY waTeva i waNna`~ so i gOnne saY tis`.. receNtly maNy tinK haPpen.. theY are tIs grP of dUmb freNz`... in faCt... caNt u imgaIne tt a gaL whO aRe jeaLous of aNotHer cOz of her maNy tinK.. eG- beautY..aRe actualLy becOmin Gd gd freNz`... i nOt tryIn to soUnd tt theSe tinK areNt pOssible`.. bUt wHen gaLz geT jeaLous`.. maNy tinK can hAppeN`...and Tt maNy unexPected tinK caN geT oUt of pLAce``.. nO1 wilL nOe wat wilL happeN`.. maYb tinK get betTer..?? maYb tinK get wOrse`.. aNyway whO caREs??
frEnz aRe lIk any hUmans`.. they gOt feelIn.. tHEy gOt prIde aNd theIr owN prInciple`.. frEnz gIv cOmmeNts aNd reMarks aBt wat they saW aNd wat they dOn lIk`.. bUt tt dOesnt mean tt tHe reMarks caN b verY sarcaStIc aNd hUrtin.. it Mayb sEem a jOke`.. yeaH`.. bUt u nV nOe hOw mUch it caN hurt One's prIde`... Ya`.. sOmetImes we mUz admit tt we tK tinK too seriOus... aNd tt we mUz aBle tO tK jOkes... bUt sometImes`.. tinK jUz weNt waY too faR.. aNd u exPect tHem tO tk it eaSy aNd get Over wIf? wheN tHe princiPle aNd prIde are aLrdY daMaged`....?? aNd deN the resUlt wilL b tHe otHEr party cOmes aNd cOnsOle aNd saY sry`?? Ha`.. tIs is bulL shIt`... wilL tT maKe a dIff tO wat the hUrt dOne tO the persOn`...? haiz`... ** sHe has lOst herseLf`.. aNd stoP defeNdin herseLf.. ** wOoo.. tIs lIne rOx maNz`... sOme1 actuaLly agrEe wif waT i saY`.. wOosH!!! some freNz don treasure u Lik the waY u waN them tO.. maYb it part of cOmprOmisIn`..?? bUt.. If the persOn giv mOre and tK less`... dEN the otHer parTy wOnt feeL embarrAssed aBt tt meH`?? aRent u guiLty tT u arE tkIn mOre than u gIv`...? Is tis calLed comprOmisin`?? freNzshi isNt abt a gaMe tt u plaY`.. aNd tt wHen u gEt tIred Of it.. u get rId of it`... Ha`.. aNd do u tinK tt tHe persOn whO is gIvin mOre than sHe tk.. is realLy veRy verY haPpy wif tt meH?? ya`.. maYb tHe persOn is haPpy.. bUt wHen trOubLe cOme`.. are u sUre u wiL b tHere fOr her`??? aNd not telL her To get Off`??! Is tt tHe riTe aTtituDe`... refLect urseLf.. ~ and aRe u sUre tt tHose freNz tt u tOt ''wilL b Ur fOreva frEnz'' wilL owaY staNd tt tItle fOr lIfe?? are u 100% sUre tt tHey wilL b sOme1 tt u neEd wHen u neEd sOme1 tO b tHere`... aRE u sUre they wilL b tHere?? aRe u sUre tT they wilL gIv a helPin haNds`?? are tHey Ur SO- CALLED BEST frENZ!! Or Are tHey jUz simPly a bulLshit titLe`...? hmPh`... ]] waH`.. i tok aLot maNz`.. if u nOe wat i tokin`.. Gd.. if u waNna confOnt me`.. go aHeaD`... i didnt gaIn nOr will i lOst`... =D hAHa`... jUz`.............. freNz aRent fOr u tO bulLy as u lIk!!!!! arHH!!!
Thursday, May 05, 2005
waH`.. lOng tIme siNce i blog maNz~`
3:48 PM
waH`.. finaLly fInisH tHe anIme ''inuyasha'' .. Haha`.. lOng ar.. i tk 3 wKs tO finIsh 167 ePisOdes k?!!? haHA`.. i chiOng.. Of cOz`... =DD erm.. tIs entRy gOnna b a lOng One`.. gOt lOts Lots LOts of tinK to updaTe sInce tIs 3 wKs`... eH`.. wat tO staRt frm.. welL.. heRe it gOes`... [[ Lie~ tt wAt ppL owaY dO huh..? u teLl lIe.. i tOld sOme lIes toO.. in faCt every1 tOld Lies b4... rIte?? sometImes`.. tellIn a whIte lIe Is gd.. mayb To cOver uP sOme seCrets tt u bEen hIdin.. bUt.. telLin lIes tO hIde ur crIme`.. Ha`.. tt baD maNz`... welL.. caN u belIeve tT there sUch a PErsOn whO telL Lies tO every1 aRd hIm?? but.. the tInk Is.. the ''Lies'' tt he tOld is lIk a faCt To every1... whIch meaN... waT they nOe abt hIm aNd waT they sEe hIm as aNd tHe tink aRd him are sImply faKe`.. cOz no1 nOe tt he Is telLin tt saMe excUse or ratHer a Lie tO eaCh and eVry1 Of hIs freNz.. many Ppl tot he cHaNges fOr the betTer.. maNy tOt he's a dIff ppL`.. bUt ha`~.. tUrn Out to b...? he stiL tHe saMe Old persOn whO telL the saMe lIes tO every1..hoPin tO deceIve every1... aNd to deceive himseLf`?? i doN nOe`.. i wilL nOe it's a lIe and nOt a trUth coz.. tHe freNz ard teNd tO lOok thrU waT he dOne aNd wat he reaLly Is dOin alL tis whIle`... peNgz`.. tIs is Lik wtH manz`... fancy telLin the saMe tinK to every1.. tt eveRy1 realLy tOt tt they aRe seeIn a dIff.. bUt turN out tO b`.. it wAs alL a lIe aFt alL`.... ]]
[[ wAH..nxt i waNna tOk abt mY receNt trIp to zOo`.. zOo maNz!! caN u imagIne`.. tIs is lIk sOo freaKin long sInce i gO zOo.. waH`.. tt was aN exPerieNced trIp maNz`.. i gEt tO see aLot of fantastIc stUff`... aNd is realLy cOol maNz`... i gEt To see a hiPpo pOo pOo~`.. caNt u imagine wHen u wEre sIght seeIn for tHe hiPpo`.. and tHe clear bLue waTer lOok sOo peacefUl.. when sUddeNly a cLoud Of yellOwisH stuFf cOme oUt of a hiPpo bUtt whIch was faCin the windOw`.. wah kaOz`.. tHe water tUrn lIk a -_-!!! wat a NICE SCENERY manx!!! nOt even tT.. there Are smalL fIshes.. i tinK the fIsh mUz b chokin tO helL by tHe suddeN aTtacK ba`... lOlz`.. but surPrisInily.. the fIshes seEM to enjOyin it`...??!?! Tis is lIk -_-!!! some mOre tT time i waS abt to tk a brEak aNd haV a bIte.. upOn seEIn tt i peNgz..
anotHer cUte paRt is see PengUinSs *my fAv* matIn aNd agAIn`.. pOooin!!! the matIn prOcess cOol manz.. the maLe*i suppOse* prOtect tHe femaLe when tHe femaLes aRe abT to laY eggs.. or they aRe in tHe prOcess Of hatchIn it`... tHe whOle sceNe daMn cUte leh`~... dEn gOt one part Is the peNguins let Out a whIte whIte tinK`.. aNd we alL tOt tt the whITe whIte tinK aRe sPerms prOducEd by tHe peNguins.. lOlz`.. *tinK too mUch huh..* haha`.. dEn aft wE lOok aRd the place aNd we cOnclUde tT tHe it wAs tHe pengUin pOo Poo.. bUt hOr.. it cUte leH`.. fancy tO see alL tt..
tt nOt alL.. the Lsat paRt Is whEn we weRe abt tO leaVe tHe liOn sIght-seeIn aRea`.. bIng saW the lIons WeeWee... oMg`.. it nOt thOse little bOybOy wEewEe in tHe toilet k~.. *oPps* ahahah`... it thOse water hOse sUddenly swItch oPen tO the maX.. anD tHere spraY Out tHe urIne~`.. -_-!! omg`.. fUnny maNz`... there wAs an aNg mOh cOuples wAlkin paSs And wE werE lIk laUghin oUr Ass Off tIs sceNe`... we wEre tinKin tt a lion whO knOwn as tHe kIng of jungLe.. but let Us see tIs ugLy sIde Of hIm`... haHa`... =DD ]] [[ eH.. many tinK haPpen.. caNt realLy rMb mUch tOo.. oh Ya`.. i mUz saY`.. nyP got haNdsOme cUte cUte gUy`.. lOlz`.. Oh ya`.. he's weI chIng cLassMates leH`.. * waHh sOo gd maNz* no kiddIn.. tHe gUy is a Mr gd gUy.. =DD haha~.. tt mOrnin chinG jUz tell me aBt tIs gUy.. aNd in tHe aFternOon i saW him`.. =DDD waHhh!! cOol neH~~` haHAha`... he a Mr nice nIce guy leH.. but he gOt maNy suitOrs.. aiya.. den nvm.. he's a geNtlemaN`... tt GD enOugh.. hardLy nOwadaY gOt ppL got tT kInda Of ''gentlEmaN'' sIde in theM... i dOn meaN thOse aCt aCt oNe`.. i meaN it's a reaL geNtlemaN tt bOrn in tHem`.. waHh... =DD hoPefulLy... np gOt such ppL ?? lolz`... waIt tilL and See`... ]] [[ k.. receNtly.. abt tIs wEek i waLk aRd nortHpoint aRea fOr 6 hrs leH`.. oMg`!! i caNt imagIne i caN do tt maNz`... bUt Of cOz wif a frenz la`.. wif chIng`. =D yeaH`.. sHe craP.. cOz she craP.. deN not siaN`.. ya`.. den i don nOe wat tHe helL wrong wIf her tt sHe manAge to cOme uP wif thOusaNds of reasOn to haV a reLatiOnshIp.. aNd the reasOns are dUmb lOrz.. it's tOtal nonseNse`... bUt fUn maNz`.. gIv ur sOme Egs`... tt Time We saW a couPle eatin aT KFC`.. den tHe gUy feeD tHe gaL`.. den wE see liaO -_-!! deN we whIspEred... '' aiyOo y mUz feed tHe gaL.. the gal no haNds meH?? caNt she eaT hersElf ?? '' tIs kInda Of remaRks... =DD and when wE sAw ppL hOldin haNds`.. den we saId tt '' y mUz coupLes hold haNds tO waLk aR... ?? somemOre hOld lOng oso uncOmfortaBle.. y caNt they waLk on theIr owN..?? '' deN i add In '' aIya`.. mIght aS welL Use chaIn to lInk tHem up.. leT them wear chaIn la`.. better maNz`... lik tt wOnt sepaRate tOo.. aNd don neeD to hOld haNds`... beSt`.. aNd we weRe tokin aBt couPles wearin ''coUple sUit''~ eh.. it stilL ok.. bUt lik wearIn tHe saMe cLothes gO out lIk sOoo -_-!! den wE tot Of IF the gUy wEre to wear a shIrt wif the gaL pIc on it`.. deN tis Is crazY maNz`.. totalLy insaNe`.. aNd boLiaOoo...aNd IF the gal weRe to do tHe saMe`... den`-_-!!! tHe wOrld Is faLlin maNz~``.. lOlz!!! haHa`.. ** k i nOe i baD la`.. ** hah`a...]]
[[ eH.. k tok aBt tOdaY`.. kaOz maNz`... mornIn suppOsely gO gyM wif tHe pig yun`.. bUt end uP she dOn waN.`.. nvM.. den wE gO play bbaL.. waH lIk sOo lOng i tOuched bbaLl le`... =D den tHe weathEr sUx maNz`.. raIn sO big.. deN eNd up caNt play.. nvm.. wE gO watcHed mOvie`... nvM.. gOt ppl saId he treat.. =X coz tt's a shOw i wOnt watChed One`.. '' hOuse of waX''.. regaRdless Of hOoribLe dIsgUtin Or ghOst.. i oso daRe nOt watch.. tIs kInda Of shOws caN baNg walL eaT sHt manz`.. lOlz`... watcHed wIf 3 gUys`... haha` Or ratHer 2 gUys One gaY`.. =p haHa`.. wHen bUyint He tIx.. i nearLy caNt go in.. cOz i doN hav IC wif me`.. aNd i lost mY ezlInk sO gotta Use adUlt One`.. bUt lUckily tHe preVioUs nitz i pUt tHe '' bOdy shoP'' membeRshIP caRd intO my waLlet den heNgz`... gOt sth tO prOve.. lOlz`... =DDD den gO watCH lOrz`.. daMn`.. i caN actualLy cOunt tHe horrOr mOvie tt i once watChed b4.. witHin mY 10 fIngers k`~ lOlz.. 1st One is '' long tIme deaD'' -3 yrs agO- 2Nd Is ''offIce gOt ghOst'' - 3 yrs agO- 3rd iS ''judOn''*wateva tHe spellIn* -2 yrs agO- 4tH is '' hIde aNd seeK'' - receNtly- aNd nOw`.. 5th Is tHe '' hOuse Of waX''.. waHhh.. of alL tis shOws... tink the most i waTched Is ''hOuse Of waX..'' i actualLy pIcked uP my cOuragE tO see mOst of tHe parts k?!?! i braVe liaO hOr`... but there One stuPid gaY besIde me keeP scarin mE unneCcessaY``.. daMn``... deN i actualLy scare tilL i crY k... erM... i meAn... eYes welLed in mY eyes... gOt drOp sOme tears nIa`... but i nOe i got shIver`~ =X damn disgUstiN damn insAne`.. i meaN tHe chaR`.. gOsH``.. cOme tO tinK of it`.. aIyOooo!!!! cant tinK.. ltr i caNt slP`.. lOlz`.. muz slP maNz`... if nOt i gOt some1 tO bLame fOr tis cOnseqUence`... it's hIm tt wanna Me watcH... for aLl theSe shOws i Nv waNna sEe One`.. alL lIk kaNa Forced Or doN waNna b a wet bLankeT`... peNgz`... aFt tIs`... i swear i dOn waNna waTch aNy mOre tIs kInda Of mOvies aNymOre`... i swEAr maNz!!! scAre tilL i siaOo... i wilL die`... caNt imagIne tt tHe dIrectOrs nOwadaY are sOo -_-!!! y tHey prOduceD sUch mOvies... siaO de leh!!! ArrGgg...................]] welL.. tt's alL folK`.. ^0^ haha`.. gotta slP le`.. 1248am` =D tirEd`... nitz```