Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Of all the busy days..
11:58 PM
I blog coz i feel that this blog is rotting soon somehow. Anyway, to mention about somethings which i rmb what i have done. Yea, i need to mention about the outing with serene =)) yeah, not myself alone la. SereneCHEN =D we went to vivo city to shop~ man, going out with her makes me wanna get more stuffs. But no $$$$, so onli can see see and cant buy. Sad case. Still alot of shops not yet open. guess the things there are too expensive to shop. It's mostly for the higher class ppl. But i don mind going there for the scenery =)) If onli there's a library there, den it will be wonderful~ Then, can go there study as well! Perfect idea yea? Maybe i shall try suggest it to the govt. haHAha. Candy empire shopping is nice! IF i got money, 1st thing i wld buy candy empire down! So i wont need to worry if i cant find nice choco. The varieties are too much to choose frm. aLright, i need to contorol my temptation for choco. =x
Let's see, recently i went for dragon boat training! yea, a canoeiest going for dragon boating! I cant believe it either. The competition is just round the corner, so we are rushing the last min trg. I mux say that the trg indeed was tough. maybe im not used to kallang trg. So weird and feel so erhh, to be out in the sea. But it's a nice experience to see how dragon boating trg can be like. But now, my arms are really aching. Especially today, i think i hurt my right arm while gymming b4 pool slot. Well, it's an old injury. i pray that the pain will go away faster. Don let it affect me for this time! I seriously need to catch up! Argghh..
LV's outing yday! =D For aft soo long. Alot more stories to catch up. wahh, esp that JY abit noisy. Nxt time buy him a masking tape. =Xx and we played the interesting fingers' game. Hmm, at least i know which is my retarded finger. HAHA.
Sch work is getting tougher. I seriously don like Blaw. This sem seems easy yet seem so hard. Alright, no matter what. My last chance to fight for what i want. coz year 3 will be diff. Ehh, just diff la.
That's reality. that's how life goes, cause that's how humans live their lives. no use complaining or what so-ever. I know the ans. All i can do is to live with it. it's depends on what material u are made of.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
For the moment..
12:43 AM
cant rmb what really happened nowadays. Anyway, at least i said what i feel all these while. Im sorry that my expectations are a little too far and i know that your points do make sense. It's better that i poured everything out rather than bottled it up yea? I would think so much is because i cared. So much that my imagination went really wild. Pms-ing isnt good. Somehow i still weird in expressing my emotions out. Not as in the crazy part. But the other side of me. Im still coping fine, maybe i need some more time to relax and make myself feel more at home when such circumstances happened again. na, anyway thanks for the understanding. I assume u wil have a hard time ahead. BUT, i will TRY to lessen that k? hahaa. =x Still, i love my life now - cause it involves u* =))
well, everything went back to normal aft that. Watched death note! man, it's nice! Very nice. I must say that whoever write this anime is indeed a smart guy who can come up with such a almost flawless yet so evil plan. I can never think of Light killing his own gf. Shucks, this sux. Anyway, ''L'' is very cool. Although look abit like Ju On, but still his acts are gd enough to cover up for his ghostly appearance. Im so looking forward to part2 =D .. and guess what, that stupid daughter of mine, Fiona, told me who died in the end~ wth la. But nvm, at least i don know what happened in between.No more pool trg for like entire 2 weeks due to the stupid haze. I don like this seriously. My skills are deproving, and im trying hard to catch up with what i lost during the period when i was having my ITP. Sigh, i want my team back to be strong again like the past. Truely from my bottom of my heart, i wish everyone will be back on their feets once again, heading toward the goal that we said aft Nat champ.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
='(
11:40 AM
I don know what is really wrong with me. I didnt mean it to happen. The loss is drastic, the loss is just like losing something so dearly to you. It might seen SO insignificant to people out there, but not for me. It means alot; not just the simple love but the mutual trust and understanding. The physical product itself is of no much worth, but the valve it carries worth more than anything. The more i think of it, the more guilty i get. The more i think of it, the more i feel so sorry toward....I cant pretend that nothing has happened. I cant pretend that im not bothered by it. No matter how many sorry(s) i said, no matter how many times i tried to erase that thought from my mind, the impact of the loss is still there. Yes, i know i cant do anything about it, so i should just simply forget about it.
Disappointment is what can be expected from you, as well as myself. Im sorry.. I bet there must be alot of disappointments since the start..? Maybe i feel so affected coz it's the 1st? Sigh, maybe maybe..
Im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry..
Thursday, October 05, 2006
1st 1sT xDD
10:30 PM
Time can really pass that fast. I had a great time all these time. =) Thanks to u..
Life has been a bliss. No unpleasant memories, unlike the ** one.. oh well, whatever the case, I love my current life. =D Kana caught in action. =x opps.Thank for the 'surprise', and.. everything?.. =) ah, u know it.the stupid retarded bitch =)
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
The 'BIRTHDAYsss' season..
12:45 AM
I think im so going to be sooo dead.. So so so dead.. Didnt gym for freaking long and im kept eating. Wth, imagine 4 consecutive days ate 4 birthday cakes. Omgg, This is so hell.. FOR ME! -.-
On Saturday, Rudith's birthday: weee! We got a 'occupation' party. Well, i was the fashion disaster. It's oway the case, im so used to it. I cant decide on what to wear. Then, i just mix everything in. Well, so im just a mixture of everything. A gardener? A durian opener? whatever it is, we had fun! Monsters are really monsters, we are a bunch of hungry ghosts. =X and w/o saying, some of them alcohol freaks. hmm, The Bailey is nice! The birthday gal, Rudith yang pei pei, dressed the most cutest one. With her over-sized spec and the graduation uni ( yea right?) , omgg, shld i say she looks like a nerd? Haaha, the party was great. =))
On Sunday, SELENE ONG SHI LIN's my bestie one. I met that stupid boy and we went to eat =X I didnt had my breakfast and lunch. Supposed i was thinking of grabbing a bite, end up it's a meal. Nevertheless, we went to the BBQ with a happy mind, ( coz our empty stomachs are FULL) yeah. I gave her Anna Sui perfume. Thanks gods she loves it. Just as she was deciding to buy, i got it for her. =)) Oh ya, Ilhammi was soooo sweet. 2 rows of brightly lited up candles welcomed the birthday gal into the BBQ pit, with the surrounding lited up with many little candles. Weee.. so cute. =) I Love the cake =D slurppp! haha. i got a sweet tooth, so cannot blame me.
Because it was a special day, and the night is still young ( it's alrdy 12am) , hence i decided to stay a little longer. We had a REALLY heart-to-heart talk. Misunderstanding cleared. Talked a very general and open topic =) . Something is revealed. I learnt many things from the talk, as i know this will benefits me =X. HAha. Maybe this is an adults' talk.. hmm, we are all growns up. It's sooner or later that we ought to know it. -humans make mistake in life. I made the most biggest one BEFORE in my life, and i can say it's really a nightmare for me. Even till now. Trust and understanding is what i asked from your. And im soo glad that i know i got it all. Can u reassured me that i got it from u too? Sorry* and thanks*.
On Monday, FIONA's my darling daughter's birthday. The celebration is kind of short and sweet. But most importantly, the birthday gal mux enjoy. Yeah, she had the ice cream cake from Ben&Jerry. Whatever that flavours are, i forgotten. All i know is that i always pronounced it as dustbin, =X Ahh, whatever! yeah, it got me alittle drunk?? hahAHa, the cake is great =) Thanks to Jiun!
The last one is Junyang. Hmm, Ex-Lv member. His birthday is tml. And we are having a cake.. The plan is to have Pizza hut. Wahh, SO MANY SINFUL DEEDS I HAVE DONE... Kill me! hereby, i wish you a happy birthday =)) Gd luck to u too =D