It has been quite a while since I decided to do something about this blog. Here i am, well not like my entry is exciting anyway.

Anyway, finally 'quit' the job at IRAS. Not exactly quit but taking break to study for papers and also because of another work for New Line Cinema. And also for Hong Kong trip! ^-^ Don't feel like quitting the job since now it's getting more fun than ever. U can never derive fun out from calls though but it's the companies who are damn rubbish, who just slack, eat (u will know why ltr ) and go around disturbing people, and whining for the fact that it's a boring job. From sharing of pint of BNJ ice cream to sharing durian puffs and buffet left-overs(FREE FOOD! HAHA) to potato chips to tibits and chocolates here and there because many people are leaving therefore they are giving out chocolates or whatever gifts. Hmm and the longer I work, the more slacker I've become. Because once u know the techniques of slacking, it's all the way man. =))

Oh man, this is DAMNNN GOOD! Please go try!



HAHA, when boredness gets over you.



This is the ULTIMATE BOREDNESS! hahaha


But fun isn't going to last. Because once I go back to work, there won't be alot of familar faces. Alot are going NS and some are leaving too. =( So in order to see the last of some who are leaving, I'm going back to work straight after my last paper. DAMN, cause somebody owes me his leaving gift. HAHA. No la, more of wave goodbye.


'What's next, tell me about it; because I don't wish to let go yet. '
Btw, recently got back the habit of reading. Bet alot don't believe that I would read. Yes yes Serene Lim Li Jiun is currently reading! In fact, the feeling of having to start reading is so new so refreshing. At least, reading won't makes me fall aslp. Study does!

Haven't been meeting him. Has been few days =/ and I know this is ridiculous to say so. Especially when we are not some couple who meet everyday( no offend here), but just that we know ourselves that we hardly got time for each other due to different commitments. Right now, I have bridging courses which makes meeting up more difficult. Adding on to his trainings time, work and my trainings and work and study, seriously 24 hours aren't enough. Not when he's enlisting in about a month time. Nevertheless, we can work this thing out yea?

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what it seems to be the truth is what I thought would never happen. It happened too quickly that I hardly got the chance to breathe and catch a breath. To appear that everything is fine when it's not; to hope that it's still a complete picture but there are missing pieces. Been there, done that, and the feeling sucks. Never had the feeling been this strong; never had the feeling been so real. For this, I would prefer to stay in denial to see that everything is still intact and that it's still a complete family picture.