Thursday, July 31, 2008
Peace
1:46 AM
It has been quite a while since I decided to do something about this blog. Here i am, well not like my entry is exciting anyway.
Anyway, finally 'quit' the job at IRAS. Not exactly quit but taking break to study for papers and also because of another work for New Line Cinema. And also for Hong Kong trip! ^-^ Don't feel like quitting the job since now it's getting more fun than ever. U can never derive fun out from calls though but it's the companies who are damn rubbish, who just
slack,
eat (u will know why ltr ) and go around disturbing people, and whining for the fact that it's a boring job. From sharing of pint of BNJ ice cream to sharing durian puffs and buffet left-overs(FREE FOOD! HAHA) to potato chips to tibits and chocolates here and there because many people are leaving therefore they are giving out chocolates or whatever gifts. Hmm and the longer I work, the more slacker I've become. Because once u know the techniques of slacking, it's all the way man. =))
Oh man, this is
DAMNNN GOOD! Please go try!
HAHA, when boredness gets over you.

This is the ULTIMATE BOREDNESS! hahaha

But fun isn't going to last. Because once I go back to work, there won't be alot of familar faces. Alot are going NS and some are leaving too. =( So in order to see the last of some who are leaving, I'm going back to work straight after my last paper. DAMN, cause somebody owes me his leaving gift. HAHA. No la, more of wave goodbye.
'What's next, tell me about it; because I don't wish to let go yet. '
Btw, recently got back the habit of reading. Bet alot don't believe that I would read. Yes yes Serene Lim Li Jiun is currently reading! In fact, the feeling of having to start reading is so new so refreshing. At least, reading won't makes me fall aslp. Study does!
Haven't been meeting him. Has been few days =/ and I know this is ridiculous to say so. Especially when we are not some couple who meet everyday( no offend here), but just that we know ourselves that we hardly got time for each other due to different commitments. Right now, I have bridging courses which makes meeting up more difficult. Adding on to his trainings time, work and my trainings and work and study, seriously 24 hours aren't enough. Not when he's enlisting in about a month time. Nevertheless, we can work this thing out yea?
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what it seems to be the truth is what I thought would never happen. It happened too quickly that I hardly got the chance to breathe and catch a breath. To appear that everything is fine when it's not; to hope that it's still a complete picture but there are missing pieces. Been there, done that, and the feeling sucks. Never had the feeling been this strong; never had the feeling been so real. For this, I would prefer to stay in denial to see that everything is still intact and that it's still a complete family picture.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
spend spend spent
1:11 AM
yday was a bad day;
today is a good day.
Well, at least fix up some shits, clear up some doubts. Things are
kinda back on the right track, i supposed so? Like I said, maybe it's just on my part for overreacting. Anyway tml TP friendly (: For the VERY first time we had friendly at tp. And it's only after we graduated then we had the chance to go over for friendly. -.- Oh well... But, NO TIGHTS! !@$#% man, security is so strict that only swim wear is allowed. I got no tights, and therefore decided to RUN or CHIONG towards the boat so that the security guards won't see. NO CHOICE!! )):
Spent nearly 200 yday, for just a facial treatment and online shopping! WELL, at least i got the dress and a top I want! =D Ok more to come when I go Hk! ((: Sigh, but that would make me skip work. Oh well, maybe in exchange I would have more fun in HK rather than just work? Hmmm, we shall see.
Till now, off to bed! (: Nights to whoever is reading
Saturday, July 19, 2008
12:52 AM
wheneverythingjustgotsowrong
igotonlymyselftoblame
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
12:32 AM
Training on Sunday at Kallang was interesting.
Having no balls( well blame it on the thought of borrowing from the Nat girls), so end up having to use slippers as 'balls' and dribble with it. Damn funny, I think. And using extra spraydeck to be the 'ball' to train for chasing of 1st ball. HAH, having to think back, man wth were we doing seriously.
Reached home rot for hours b4 meeting him. Yea and I was starving and grumpy by then. But the interesting part was, cause our tix come with a set of lover popcorns meal. During the show, the person delivered NACHO WITH CHEEEEESE. =( But we just take cause not like we can go out and return, will end up blocking other people. So I ate the chips ONLY. Then 10mins or so, came another 2 packets of popcorns. Sweet AND salted! WAH! I bet the person forgot what's our order supposed to be that's y give everything! HAHA, just make our tix more worth it. YEAH! Hope for more such things to happen! ^-^
Quitting the job at IRAS sooon, but just as I wanted to quit the fun set in. =( Whines, but no choice ar, either I take 3 weeks of VL if not I gotta quit. Anyway got the job to work for New Line. Good(very) pay, good companies! BEST!
//confused of not knowing what to do. Everything is in a mess that only one has to make the decision. Nearly took the easy way out by ending everything but I didn't. Think through alot before coming to this decision. After that day, I realised that maybe things aint that bad after all. There's always hope by the end of the day. I believe so; so let's make a difference k?
Thursday, July 03, 2008
happy+ sad
12:03 AM
Wonderful moments in Primary School chalet at Downtown East. The first day wasn't that fun but at least WE get to know more about each other lives. =D Hahah be it good or bad, it will be well kept in everyone's heart. Drink not alot but absolute mango is nice! Try it if you haven't. Things shall stay within the few of us =) After which, went to temple to pray. zzz Then proceed to supper at Changi Village for some nasi lemak. Yummy.
I only came back again on the evening of the second day, together with my paddle and ball. so troublesome but yea the first thing I reached there. There were alot more ppl! GOOD! Played 007 and found that many of them are quite retarded. LOL, cause loser gotta drink. The most fun part came when we went to arcade and played this game which ltr injured my left arm. Damn retarded but FUN! Using a remote lookalike thingy to hit the monsters on the screen asap. Even the guys feel damn tired after the game. That's not the end, we found one of the basketball games with 8 FREEEE credits. Of cause play la! Crazy please, me and Leanne compete with another 2 guys, and losers gotta drink. Oh well, thought we could win..... Cam whoring starts here too! =D yea starting with all the scandalous couples. So funny please.
In the later part of the night, play game like zhong ji mi ma. And punishments are ......... it's not daring or what but damn stupid. Either to pull/tickle/kiss/scratch/ or whatever la, cant rmb , to head/hand/feet/nose/cheeks. And then this game is just a sabotage whereby only some people kana. And the some ppl include me. =( Kana alot of shit yet not bad quite fun. Played this kuku game till 4am+ before everyone goes to slp and I have to wake up at 7am to go trg, which only 3 of us. Oh well....

Introducting the class 6G =D

The 4 perfects =)

The Girls!

Plus the guys, they are usually the more 'on' kinda.

Even when come to do this kinda thing.
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2 July- it's a bad bad day. Got super drunk and wasted and ended up having Bing to carry me home. Poor Jiun Gracie and Jac gotta support me out of double O where I think I fell numerous times. HAHA. It's a moody day that I drank so much. To make things worse, I drank on empty stomach. Actually come to think of it now, I didnt drink alot but drink too fast. Maybe that's y body cant take it. Vomit twice, one outside club and another at his house. zzzzz Ok, think im a lousy drinker cum gf. Always bringing trouble to people. Sigh, for a moment I just want to hide under my blanket and slp all day.