Cant take it anymore. The stress and pressure of everything that happened, suddenly smacked right in my face. Too many things come at a time, i cant cope. Went to work, end up left during the dinner. Broke down in the middle of nowhere. Stress overwhelmed me. I can't control my emotions.

The glares, the stares, the cold responses, the weird yet lousy attitudes are all thrown right in my face. What is this?! Guess im just lack of slp. Im too tired. Can hold no longer. Projects have been driving me nuts, in fact, EVERY1 NUTS! Fuk IEF! I hate u! =( For once, i cant control my own tear glands. So not me, so not Serene Lim. Tired is the word to describe me now. Can never imagine that year 2 can be so taxing, so stressful. I just hope year 2 can faster pass. I freaking dislike my year 2~ Attachment is something which im dreading. It's only 2 mths away, and it clash with my competitions. Haiz, see year 2 really Sucks!


Im just pms-ing. Ignore me...just wanna let my feeling pour out in a weird way.
After so long since we last met.. ( uh`mm i think that was only one week ago la..=pP ) But really, ever since sch starts, each and every1 of us are so preoccupied by our commitments. Where got the god damn time to have time for oneself. Well, holidays are the time when we can actually meet up, maybe for a little while.. =)) Last thurs ( 15 june'06), we got our 1sT gathering after soooooooo long. We had our FEAST at makansultra. ( Did i spell correctly??) Whatever it is, the accompanies are nice, together with the delicious food, wah, it's heavenly! =)) Got some heart to heart talk. Suddenly feel so relieved. It seems like i got the answers to some of my stupid qns which were bothering for sometimes.


I got fun on this thurs too! 22 june'06- we went out again. =)) This time we met for movie and dinner.. I was so damn tired that i pushed back the meeting time. Due to i went clubbing last night =Xx den as early as 8am in the morning, i went to MANGO sales. Can u imagine? i was merely 5-10 mins after 8am reached MANGO, and there were LOTS LOTS of ladies in the shops, searching and trying on clothes, like some TYPICAL AUNTIES..

Ps: Im not ok. It's because i was alrdy out the whole night, so might as well stayed out till 8am and went for the sales. =X Well, at least i wasn't that Auntie to reach exactly at 8am!! Hahaha...


Back to topic- we were supposed to find some place with buffet for dinner. End up we came across this dumb place which say '' don't know what to eat '' HAHA.. Suit just nice, we indeed don't know what to eat. hahaha~ The stupid selene and bing were bickering over some smart thing.. Haha~ oh well, that's so them. I wanted my Subway cause it's healthier. But the stupid Bing and Qifu wanted this Hotpot restaurant. The one with the advertisment '' don't know what to eat? '' -.- So dumb can. I wondered how i can manage to tahan their nonsense.. -shake head-

But thing isn't that bad. Though the menu did not seem appealing, but the food taste wasnt't that bad. I love the starter. this is the Starters.. Though got a little bit of cheese, it still tasted heavenly!! Together with some toasted bread, Wahh... *slurp slurp* =))



This isn't all, there's still soup den main courses. Uh`mm, i don't have the photos with me. All in Qifu's digicam.. Nvm, what i can comment about their food. It's nice and yes~ by the end of the dinner, u will feel damn damn full~ Their service is very good too -Thumbs up- So i guess the 28 bucks meal is worth it after all. =DD


After which we proceeded to our movie show. 'Runaway Vacation' is the show we watched. Maybe i was just very tired, i closed my eyes and rest abit during the show. There's this part when the stupid Bing made a fool of himself. I don know if his reaction slow or his sickness is affecting him GREATLY, that he laughed at this female character in one of the family. And his reaction is like ''EeeEkk!!'' suddenly. Well, i don know how to explain the situation, unless ur go and watch the show. Embarrassing shit. HAHA~~


Oh ya! Did i mention that we actually spend 10++ bucks on those candy machine in Arcade Games?? Yess, we did that.. =)) It's like some scooping out of candies and snacks from the moving circle. Then, it will dropped the scooped up candies onto this platform. And there's another part where the platform is moved and it will push the candies onto the lower platform b4 coming out. Well, we were trying to see how much candies we can get and the fun we got was =DDD. haha~ The process is interesting and exciting. After the game, then we realised how dumb we can be. Fancy spending money on such thing. HAHA~ BUT, we had fun!! That's our aim. We alway spend alot when we go out. That's something we gotta control. So we got ourselves limit to 20 bucks per person everytime we go out. =)) Gd idea right?? Due to our busy schedules after school reopened, we decided to meet once every week. =)) Uh`mm~ good enough right?? See them too many times i also will sian. Especially the 2 guys~ aiyoo!!! -shake head- HAHA~~ they won't view my blog, so it's ok to say them~ HAHAHA~~~ Well, selene, if u happened to see this~ I got something to say: I CANT WAIT FOR EVERY MONDAY!!! =DDD

LV - That's so Us! Holidays time! Yet i got alot of projects needa do. =X Frankly speaking, i feel very lazy to do. Hehe, still must complete the assigned task. Well, which means no MUCH breaks for me. *shrugs*. Marketing, IEF, E-commerce~ Wah! 3 Projects in hand. -.- To be completed after the term break. See, what kind of term BREAK is this?? I haven't got my REAL break yet. =Xx [SeRene is a greedy gal =X ]

Just reformat my lappy. So many things gotta re-installed. Troublesome like shit. Make me wait for 2 hrs at blk 72 level 5, just to install the stupid Microsoft Office! -.- There goes my shopping time. =Xx
I haven't gotten a top for this wednesdaY~ How how?? -Bang wall and die- Where to go too; haven't decide. My 2 week holidays- i must utilise it. HAHA.. =))

These few days, i have been chiong-ing work with my beloved mandarin buddies. Having to get myself so tired just to earn, but the accompanies are there to spur me on~ New comer*Jac*, is welcomed to the mandarin buddies. =) Well, she got a long way to go still. Jia you Jacky* [Don worry about today thingy, everything gonna be just fine! ]

What's more can appear in SeRene Lim's life?? Uh`mm just wait and see. =DD That's all for now, stay tuned!



Hopes are dashed in a sudden. Uh`mmm... -grin widely- bascially im in a happy mood today. Well, cause monsters are going mambo this evening! =)) yeah.. after so long, after that time stayover till now, we haven't go for mambo for about 2 mths le.. Hmmm... Very long indeed ar.. HAHAH =X Hmm.. think today gonna meet quite some familiar faces there.. HmmmmMmmMmm..................

Had some random shoppings nowaday. With the damn auntie auntie gracia. Omgg! Oh ya, talking about aunties, I set up a AUNTIE ASSOCIATION.. =)) of cause im the president. hAHah, the second president is none other my beloved linglong. =)) In a association, of cause there's secretary and members. Secretary is Gracia, members now got Jiun and Alexis.. actually, we are recruiting.. Uh`mm, we found some POTENTIAL ones, but they are shy to join... LOL - in no time, i think all the monsters will be part of the aunties association. HAHAHa~ =pPp


Happy happy! Tonight will be my happy hours! uh`mm not mine, but everyone's happy hours. Next week is another happy hours.. Cant wait cant wait. wOooooh.. *excited excited* I needa more work, i need more $$$ to pamper myself more.. HAHA. before the hell comes in 1 week and 4 days time. Oh manz, i dread school to reopen. That will means the return of the test papers. =(



-excited excited- hmm.. YESS!!! =)) finally exams are over. Feel so happy! =)) So relaxed. Well, exams period are so stressing. Common tests seem so much like final examinations. Omgg! Nvm about that, now that everything is a history, im going to 'utilise' my holidays. I wanna spend my holidays fruitfully. =)


Uh`mm, work canoe work canoe, will be the main factors to occupy my holidays. It does sounds abit no life. But i think for a 2 weeks holidays, that's sth i can hope for. Work more to support myself, train hard to reach my aim. ( still got a LONG LONG way to go) Once again, i will be seeing the monsters almost everyday. Hahaa` =)) Uh`mm come to think of it, it has been a long time since we last took a group photo. Haizz.. *hint hint*

I think im just bullshit-ing some crap. uh`mm shall end here. =)



be yourself, in a form that everyone appreciate for who you are. =) Today is my 1st paper. And as usual, i think i have screwed it. Haiz, careless mistake i guess. Oh well, shall not ponder about it as i know i got harder papers to study. Sigh! This sem is going to make me sooo busy.

After exams will be just polo and work. Nothing else. In fact, i don't have the time for other things. 24 hrs aint enough. Skills are deteroriating, game plays are like some shit plays. Arghh.. *bang wall and die* Haiz, i think im too stressed up. I can understand why business students cant really commit to canoe polo. Cause all stressed up by STUDIES!! -rotting in process- Self-reflecting is something i do almost everyday. But it doesn't seems to work. Uh`mm guess i shall not reflect too much. =X just take one thing at a time. Which is to finish this damn common test and get it over and done with~ hmph!



Cant help thinking of the upcoming attachment i got. Haiz. Everyone got their during their nxt sem whereas i got mine this dumb sem. When i got other more commitments, like Nat Champs, i feel liked i can't cope. Frankly speaking, i hate this arrangement alot alot. I do not have a choice, it's true. Yet this makes me wanna work harder. Harder than before. ''No Life''~ this is how i describe my life. Studies and studies and more studies. Sorry to vent my anger in this way. But i do feel some uneasiness in me that i wish to voice out.

Sometimes i just wondered why am i studying business studies when i hate economics, math etc. Ha~ dumb isn't it. If i were to study in TP now, will i be happier or things might get worse?? Nobody knows. Just like i didn't expect business course to be that tough and THAT competitive. I welcome all challenges, but i do feel stressed when i can't cope. Uh`mm actually to think abit further, i wish to excel in this course because of my future. I want a Jeep. That's my aim. And i hope to give my family a good life. That's why i study so hard, hoping to get into Uni ( If possible). Some people are born to be smart whereas some are not. Well, i belong to the ''Not'' group. That's why i got to work extra hard in order to catch up with those who are smart. Frustration, disappointments, losing faith are some obstacles that i encountered oftenly. Fruits of success and surprises are hopes that i have been striving for. Things i have done and things i haven't done are alot alot.



Feel it with your heart. Play it with your mind. Learn it on your own. What you see may not be what the truth is. Goes with what your heart says. -- peace!