finally my long waiting present is here! ((:
ITOUCH!

IT fair was soo freaking packed and nearly got no time to make purchase because the cashier was closing. And there goes my harddisk. No chance to buy )):

Tried the whole evening on how to use touch, eventually failed to understand. Too many applications too little information on the Quick start. Perhaps a COMPLETE manual book is something I need.
goodbye.
i need a break
I need to run.

running helps in de-stressing.
running helps in not thinking of absolute anything for that 1 hour.
running has been my routine for the past few days.

this is not the first time,
but this time round,
dieting has never been so determined and firm.
not because of that reason,
and because i want it to be. I have always love Feb. Not because it is my birthday month, well partly it's also because of that reason. But cause feb is filled with many random things. Ranging from smiles to tears to stress to reliefs. In fact, all the things that have happened came in all shapes and sizes. Even surprises have to be planned in such a way.

Ok based on what I have here, this is how the month of feb goes:
7th Feb - After trg at SP with gracia and Jiun... Gracia was being abit ahlian and stand by the roadside because she was the only one who took the different side of the bus from Jiun and me. Those were the days.....




Then after which meet Bing for dinner at Keppel Marina. FINALLY, i'm here with him. Then I realised someone I know yet not so, live at the condo beside Keppel Marina! FREAKING RICH! It was really a nice place for a chill out, with only the night breeze blowing into your faces and nothing to worry about. If only time could stop for a while and just enjoy the world as it is without any worries, life would be perfect(:




10th feb - Another day out with Serene Chen. Have frequent outing with her lately (: It was supposed to be a celebration for Serenes' day. Due to time constraint and we have to meet up at a later date which was 10th. So yea, we had lunch at Serene's Center and wanted to go Island Creamery for dinner but then we found another dessert place where we REGRET having our lunch at. Cause there not only sell mini pizzas, pastries, SUPER BIG scones, and many many desserts. And of cause my ALL TIME FAVOURITE dessert is tiramisu. Serene Chen is such a dear for letting me to order that despite she's not a tiramisu fan. ((: *loves
and we just sit there for some hours, teaching me how to identify cars and there, I identified my dream car ((: I know what I like and this is one of my aims in life ((: taste changes with each passing day, till then I shall hold on to this hope and work hard toward it.



Then after which in the evening there's BBQ at Jappo's place. As usual, there's LOTS of leftovers. In fact, some leftovers were landed up in rubbish bin which I feel sad for. We had some cards games which I lost $$$ (TSKK) and then a short serious talk among ourselves. Then came the regular auntie who they claimed to be always coming down and scold ppl for making too much noise. HMM, auntie forever will be auntie. oh ya, forgot to mention some of us got quite excited about sausages. HMMMMMM.........







14th feb - YEAH! it's Valentine day. Ok, a day for dressed up that's it. No expensive dinner, no flowers, great company = HAPPY valentines' (: Life is a bliss just with you. Just nice that I heard on Radio today on how can best friends got together. Well, I don't know why we ever got together, even till now. I guess, some things could really work out. And I'm glad we can work things out despite some unhappiness that have happened.

Love and life: choose one. I would say life. Love don't last and don't conquere. Love is too shallow to determine what's life. Life is of a certain depth that worth exploring and discovering. That's why I'm holding on tight to my life, so as to live each passing day with my love ones and so to discover new things about them. Perhaps that makes life more worth living for?


22 feb - A day I pray hope wish that it never comes. Jiun's departure. A strong front was put up, ultimately tears are shed cause it holds no more. Atmosphere was dull, and worsen when she went through the gates. Though this is a matter-of-time before this day comes, never thought it would be so fast. It still feels weird during slot.. pictures speak a thousand words.







23th Feb - Meet up with Serene Chen again (: Yeah and this time we went back to Thomson just to try luck on this dessert place. AND AGAIN IT'S NOT OPENED !@#@$%#^&^*( slaps and so we settled with prata ): Oh, the funny part was, after we took our photos, one of them just flew and it landed inside the hole at the weird looking box.


this is the stupid box with the hole.



27th Feb - FINALLY out of thousands years, we met up again! I always looking forward to meeting up with primary school friends. Cause they are always full of shit and we always talked about the past and it always interesting to rack up whatever stupid stuffs we have done and how he or she was like in the past. Well, I would say compared to last time of whom I know of these group of people, we have changed alot. In fact it's alot. One of them used to be very ahbeng and all the vulgarities would come out of his mouth. But now, he is not that bad. Though hang out with the more ahbeng ppl, his circle of friends are no longer those that fight (: And of cause I like most because he went speeeding down at town! I LIKE THE FEELING OF CUTTING LANES AFTER LANES!! Another one is always bullying me, and I remembered I used to dislike them ALOT. but noww, he is one of the most gentleman among all the primary school guy friends that will meet up. Another one is JUST DISAPPOINTING whom is the crush I had for for 3 whole years. Used to be a cute and guai guai kind of boy, but now....... =( just become ah beng and what's more SMOKES! I'm fine with smokers, but not SUPER HEAVY smoker.

Oh enough of story, this was supposed to be just an outing, no intention of celebrating my birthday. Just that it happened that everyone is free on this day and just nice my birthday is 28th. So yea. Last min present, last min cake. It's ok because all that matters are effort and company. Had fun at Dempsey too, got sabotaged thanks to scoopies and sip haw and leanne. But also thanks to ivan chef for mini treat.



After which went drinking with the remaining few who do not want to go home at East Coast. Didnt realised by the time we played cards and all, it was 4+ and I reached home 5am -.- Needed to wake up by 9am.




28th feb - Yeah! it's my day. no theme party, no big surprises, just simple celebration with love ones. Bing, being a great bf scarificed his Surf and Sweat event on sunday just to acc me. And also to make a 21st out of hotdogs and bread. But then, disappointed for the fact that he got me a half chocolate HALF CHEESECAKE slice of cake -.- totally -.--.--.--.--.- His explanation is cause it's a new cake and the name for the cake contains no CHEESE word.. sometimes I just wanna give him a punch. Because this is not the first time I got a cheesecake, in fact this is the second time! Omg.. oh well blur bf I would say. oh oh oh, the island we went to is palua hantu, which is the place where we landed to rest during CAPS GOLF. exactly the same place. Sigh, miss those times!




Oh, did I mention that I TRIED to cook? Yea see this cute looking pasta. Yea, thanks to first time cooking experience and it becomes SUPER SOGGY PASTA, which I refused to take photos of! HAA. and nearly burnt the soup because I heat up again and again. =X In the end, I gave up. Refused to clear up the rubbish because there's not detergent for me to wash. It is a happy 21st after all, with pleasant surprise and the companies from all different categories.


Monsters gave a pleasant surprise at Macs (Again.) which I actually kinda expected it. But still, THEY GOT ME THE TIRAMISU FROM DA PAOLO! YUMMY! So I had sooooooooooo many tiramisu on the month of feb! (((((: Fat and Fatttter!

Till then, my diet plan starts nowww. It's a target to reach; a goal to be achieved within a month. This is a challenge i'm giving myself. Pray for me please!



For this I pray and hope, life is smooth for u and me. i'm embracing the current moments and they have been carefully stored in me. writing a page for you isn't enough. A book with chapters will sound better. Every transition is a new chapter, and now we are at a different phase of life which most people think it might be the more crucial. Future holds the uncertainties and this posed the insecurity in me. I'm not a risk-taker and that's something I realised recently. Yet i can be adventurous. This sounds contradicting and stupid but this is how I'm feeling right now. Due to limited vocabs this is what I can think of. Haha, ultimately whatever whoever is still around in my life, they are the ones I would never want to let go. Unless they do so first.

Esp to bing, you are the greatest, ever.

Haven't been doing such a long entry for the longest time. Oh well, sorry people who have yawns and be bored by this. it's 217am. time to sleep! tml 9am in sch....... SIGH, why do we have to study............ Well, not to say those eaten during funeral and stuffs like that, yday would be counted as the VERY first vegetarian meal I ever had in my near 21 years of life. It was supposed to be a early bday celebration with family. But because yday happened to fall on the chinese calendar, chu yi. And so my dad has to eat vegetarian food for the whole day. AND SO I HAVE TO EAT THAT TOO! luckily only for dinner.

Dinner at Ling Zhi Vegetarian at novena. Food was surprisingly delicious! I mean, it's really nice!! As compared to cafes like hk cafes, xin wang etc, ling zhi food tastes 100% better! HAHA, not that I have become eating vege, and though food is about mushrooms tofu and more vege, they have more taste than those food in hk cafes etc. Even their fried food( with many many vege) are niceeeee!

So people, nxt time if anyone cant think of anywhere to eat or don't know what to eat, try vegetarian food! HAHA. no more tiramisutra!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )))))))))))))): WHY LIKE THAT!!!