Love and miracles (:

2009-03-16T01:14:00.009+08:00

finally my long waiting present is here! ((:
ITOUCH!

IT fair was soo freaking packed and nearly got no time to make purchase because the cashier was closing. And there goes my harddisk. No chance to buy )):

Tried the whole evening on how to use touch, eventually failed to understand. Too many applications too little information on the Quick start. Perhaps a COMPLETE manual book is something I need.
goodbye.

break it

2009-03-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

i need a break
I need to run.

running helps in de-stressing.
running helps in not thinking of absolute anything for that 1 hour.
running has been my routine for the past few days.

this is not the first time,
but this time round,
dieting has never been so determined and firm.
not because of that reason,
and because i want it to be.

the month of feb

2009-03-07T02:17:00.006+08:00

I have always love Feb. Not because it is my birthday month, well partly it's also because of that reason. But cause feb is filled with many random things. Ranging from smiles to tears to stress to reliefs. In fact, all the things that have happened came in all shapes and sizes. Even surprises have to be planned in such a way.

Ok based on what I have here, this is how the month of feb goes:
7th Feb - After trg at SP with gracia and Jiun... Gracia was being abit ahlian and stand by the roadside because she was the only one who took the different side of the bus from Jiun and me. Those were the days.....

Then after which meet Bing for dinner at Keppel Marina. FINALLY, i'm here with him. Then I realised someone I know yet not so, live at the condo beside Keppel Marina! FREAKING RICH! It was really a nice place for a chill out, with only the night breeze blowing into your faces and nothing to worry about. If only time could stop for a while and just enjoy the world as it is without any worries, life would be perfect(:

10th feb - Another day out with Serene Chen. Have frequent outing with her lately (: It was supposed to be a celebration for Serenes' day. Due to time constraint and we have to meet up at a later date which was 10th. So yea, we had lunch at Serene's Center and wanted to go Island Creamery for dinner but then we found another dessert place where we REGRET having our lunch at. Cause there not only sell mini pizzas, pastries, SUPER BIG scones, and many many desserts. And of cause my ALL TIME FAVOURITE dessert is tiramisu. Serene Chen is such a dear for letting me to order that despite she's not a tiramisu fan. ((: *loves
and we just sit there for some hours, teaching me how to identify cars and there, I identified my dream car ((: I know what I like and this is one of my aims in life ((: taste changes with each passing day, till then I shall hold on to this hope and work hard toward it.

Then after which in the evening there's BBQ at Jappo's place. As usual, there's LOTS of leftovers. In fact, some leftovers were landed up in rubbish bin which I feel sad for. We had some cards games which I lost $$$ (TSKK) and then a short serious talk among ourselves. Then came the regular auntie who they claimed to be always coming down and scold ppl for making too much noise. HMM, auntie forever will be auntie. oh ya, forgot to mention some of us got quite excited about sausages. HMMMMMM.........

14th feb - YEAH! it's Valentine day. Ok, a day for dressed up that's it. No expensive dinner, no flowers, great company = HAPPY valentines' (: Life is a bliss just with you. Just nice that I heard on Radio today on how can best friends got together. Well, I don't know why we ever got together, even till now. I guess, some things could really work out. And I'm glad we can work things out despite some unhappiness that have happened.

Love and life: choose one. I would say life. Love don't last and don't conquere. Love is too shallow to determine what's life. Life is of a certain depth that worth exploring and discovering. That's why I'm holding on tight to my life, so as to live each passing day with my love ones and so to discover new things about them. Perhaps that makes life more worth living for?

22 feb - A day I pray hope wish that it never comes. Jiun's departure. A strong front was put up, ultimately tears are shed cause it holds no more. Atmosphere was dull, and worsen when she went through the gates. Though this is a matter-of-time before this day comes, never thought it would be so fast. It still feels weird during slot.. pictures speak a thousand words.

23th Feb - Meet up with Serene Chen again (: Yeah and this time we went back to Thomson just to try luck on this dessert place. AND AGAIN IT'S NOT OPENED !@#@$%#^&^*( slaps and so we settled with prata ): Oh, the funny part was, after we took our photos, one of them just flew and it landed inside the hole at the weird looking box.

this is the stupid box with the hole.

27th Feb - FINALLY out of thousands years, we met up again! I always looking forward to meeting up with primary school friends. Cause they are always full of shit and we always talked about the past and it always interesting to rack up whatever stupid stuffs we have done and how he or she was like in the past. Well, I would say compared to last time of whom I know of these group of people, we have changed alot. In fact it's alot. One of them used to be very ahbeng and all the vulgarities would come out of his mouth. But now, he is not that bad. Though hang out with the more ahbeng ppl, his circle of friends are no longer those that fight (: And of cause I like most because he went speeeding down at town! I LIKE THE FEELING OF CUTTING LANES AFTER LANES!! Another one is always bullying me, and I remembered I used to dislike them ALOT. but noww, he is one of the most gentleman among all the primary school guy friends that will meet up. Another one is JUST DISAPPOINTING whom is the crush I had for for 3 whole years. Used to be a cute and guai guai kind of boy, but now....... =( just become ah beng and what's more SMOKES! I'm fine with smokers, but not SUPER HEAVY smoker.

Oh enough of story, this was supposed to be just an outing, no intention of celebrating my birthday. Just that it happened that everyone is free on this day and just nice my birthday is 28th. So yea. Last min present, last min cake. It's ok because all that matters are effort and company. Had fun at Dempsey too, got sabotaged thanks to scoopies and sip haw and leanne. But also thanks to ivan chef for mini treat.

After which went drinking with the remaining few who do not want to go home at East Coast. Didnt realised by the time we played cards and all, it was 4+ and I reached home 5am -.- Needed to wake up by 9am.

28th feb - Yeah! it's my day. no theme party, no big surprises, just simple celebration with love ones. Bing, being a great bf scarificed his Surf and Sweat event on sunday just to acc me. And also to make a 21st out of hotdogs and bread. But then, disappointed for the fact that he got me a half chocolate HALF CHEESECAKE slice of cake -.- totally -.--.--.--.--.- His explanation is cause it's a new cake and the name for the cake contains no CHEESE word.. sometimes I just wanna give him a punch. Because this is not the first time I got a cheesecake, in fact this is the second time! Omg.. oh well blur bf I would say. oh oh oh, the island we went to is palua hantu, which is the place where we landed to rest during CAPS GOLF. exactly the same place. Sigh, miss those times!

Oh, did I mention that I TRIED to cook? Yea see this cute looking pasta. Yea, thanks to first time cooking experience and it becomes SUPER SOGGY PASTA, which I refused to take photos of! HAA. and nearly burnt the soup because I heat up again and again. =X In the end, I gave up. Refused to clear up the rubbish because there's not detergent for me to wash. It is a happy 21st after all, with pleasant surprise and the companies from all different categories.

Monsters gave a pleasant surprise at Macs (Again.) which I actually kinda expected it. But still, THEY GOT ME THE TIRAMISU FROM DA PAOLO! YUMMY! So I had sooooooooooo many tiramisu on the month of feb! (((((: Fat and Fatttter!

Till then, my diet plan starts nowww. It's a target to reach; a goal to be achieved within a month. This is a challenge i'm giving myself. Pray for me please!

For this I pray and hope, life is smooth for u and me. i'm embracing the current moments and they have been carefully stored in me. writing a page for you isn't enough. A book with chapters will sound better. Every transition is a new chapter, and now we are at a different phase of life which most people think it might be the more crucial. Future holds the uncertainties and this posed the insecurity in me. I'm not a risk-taker and that's something I realised recently. Yet i can be adventurous. This sounds contradicting and stupid but this is how I'm feeling right now. Due to limited vocabs this is what I can think of. Haha, ultimately whatever whoever is still around in my life, they are the ones I would never want to let go. Unless they do so first.

Esp to bing, you are the greatest, ever.

Haven't been doing such a long entry for the longest time. Oh well, sorry people who have yawns and be bored by this. it's 217am. time to sleep! tml 9am in sch....... SIGH, why do we have to study............

my very first vegetarin meal

2009-02-26T21:05:00.003+08:00

Well, not to say those eaten during funeral and stuffs like that, yday would be counted as the VERY first vegetarian meal I ever had in my near 21 years of life. It was supposed to be a early bday celebration with family. But because yday happened to fall on the chinese calendar, chu yi. And so my dad has to eat vegetarian food for the whole day. AND SO I HAVE TO EAT THAT TOO! luckily only for dinner.

Dinner at Ling Zhi Vegetarian at novena. Food was surprisingly delicious! I mean, it's really nice!! As compared to cafes like hk cafes, xin wang etc, ling zhi food tastes 100% better! HAHA, not that I have become eating vege, and though food is about mushrooms tofu and more vege, they have more taste than those food in hk cafes etc. Even their fried food( with many many vege) are niceeeee!

So people, nxt time if anyone cant think of anywhere to eat or don't know what to eat, try vegetarian food! HAHA.

2009-02-25T01:06:00.000+08:00

no more tiramisutra!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )))))))))))))): WHY LIKE THAT!!!

='(

2009-02-24T00:41:00.002+08:00

i dont know what to say,
but sky has been dark even since then,
rainbow appeared no more

it feels weird; it feels strange
I just don't know what to say,

but i know one thing for sure,
i still cant believe the fact that 22nd feb has came that soon
i miss you very much.

2009-02-21T22:48:00.001+08:00

a night with loves <3

2009-02-04T00:48:00.000+08:00

it's a decision that going to last forever.
who knows where this decision will bring us to,
and nobody knows how this decision will affect us,
whatever happens in the future,
let's just cross fingers and pray for the best.

I will be supportive of whatever choice you have made
I will be the greatest support if you ever need one, be it mentality or psychologically
I want to be the person that stand by you always
the cons might have outweighs the pros, but

ultimately, it's your hand that I still wanna hold.

ilu*

HAPPY cny

2009-01-29T01:58:00.001+08:00

So fast January is coming to an end, which means CNY is slowing coming to an end and so it's going to be prelims, then HELL COMES - EXAMS =((( Till then, I'm so going to enjoy enjoy enjoy before hell steps in.

First day of cny is boring boring boring..... I only stepped out of the house at ard 5pm for visiting when people have finished visiting or preparing to go to another grandparents' house. SIGH, every year also like that. Think nxt year I'm so going to work. At least got double pay you knowwww! Rather than rot at home and watch tv.

Sec day of cny is happening happening + happy! Ok la, not really happening but good enough for me. First visit to Bing's house. Omg so awkward cause first time going visiting as a gf =/ Anyw, nxt destination Jy's house. MAHJONG TIME!! BUT.............. end up i'm not the one playing. cause too many pros and I sure lost. And indeeed, when I got the chance to play, just cant win. So end up, everything just let it to Bing =((( WHY LIKE THAT, JUST NO LUCKS WITH MJ ='(

Think today spend the most $$$, on cab. everywhere also cab, sigh there goes my hongbaos. So nxt destination is my relatives' house! YEAH HAPPY CAUSE SEE SO MANY COUSINS! All still look the same, as lame as usual; as ah beng as usual. Blackjack with aunties and uncles are entertaining when they have problems understanding numbers. Not being evil, but it's really quite an interesting sight. XD First time he's here visiting. Well I guess my cousins and aunties have been quite a nice host, hor.

Last destination at 10pm like that, yanli's house. And who knows, it became a stayover thing. Yeah, best thing is with my contacts on since 11am this morning. Good lucks to my eyes.
MJ at first, still no lucks ( SIGHHHH!), luckily I got my 'ladyluck' with me, whatever he takes just 'HU'. YEAH! hhahaha veryy happy cause $$$$$ HAHA. Then after which change to BlackJack.
Think blackjack is damn fun cause got persistent banker, kj who dont wanna change despite losing alot of $$$. HAHA, so everyone just bet big big! Poor kj being our cai sheng ye but just damn fun! Ah, this time ard I have more lucks in cards than in MJ. So not so bad can hor.... I think i have hardky gotten so many blackJacks in my life b4. That night is really omgg. and yanli's ladyluck is by her side too, that's why keep winning.
Aiya, in the end banker's luck isn't that bad. Just that by 6am, everyone is alrdy cuckoo cuckoo. The moment I reached, it's just one hour more before I need to wake up again for work..

Yeah, thanks chu san I have to work. Today, I just died at work and I have to work with new ppl. Well it's ooooooooookkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk to some extent. TRYing very hard to keep awake and acutally get quite grumpyyy. After work, act strong and not go home. Meet up with Selene and Ahmad and talked talktalktalktalktalktalk..... actually got some of the times my mind is blank. =// Still, 12am then go home. now nearly 2am, omgg I think I have really utilised my cny holidays. have to enjoy first, before I cant do so!

I guess this year cny is the one of most happily-passed one. This is what I called a HAPPY cny! But I hope the fun don't stop here, I'm awaiting for moreeeee! Weekends, hopefully!

wheel of fortune, yes I agree

2009-01-26T01:15:00.000+08:00

Whether to believe anot,
just had my fortune told for this coming year.
HMMM, what i can said is that, i'm expecting more challenges to come.

'when there's up, there's down; when there's downs, there's ups.'
life is like a projector, what projected out is what people perceived of you. And what hidden in the middle of those 'light' is your ego. The real you is the one behind the projector itself.

I think i might want to go back for more fortune told, before she's gone.

gems beneath the seabed

2009-01-22T01:05:00.003+08:00

Once upon a time, I believe in finding treasures from the wide ocean, from beneath the deep deep sea. Till now, I still believe in it because I found some and I'm keeping them forever with me!

Anyw have been meeting up with the 'S' people. Serene Chen and Selene Ong. ((: Having good food with Serene is such a nice thing, and alot of catching up and talking about pri sch to sec sch to poly to........ sim? EH, maybe not cause sim life is simply just too boring! And of cause not to mention, abit of camwhore! =D

Finally meet up with Selene Ong, my long-time-no-see friend. Someone who is such a dear to me. Many things have happened and this brand new year is a new start for alot of things. Now we have more time to meet up (I hope this stays on like that), and we could just talk and talk and talk like forever. If there isn't a time constraint, I think we could have just talk throughout the night at macs. Actually I miss the old times, but it's hard cause we have different paths in our lives now. What we can do now is to meet at the crossroads at every junction, to update ourselves once in a while. Commitement starts to diff and school work or office work will starts to pile in. Follow closely behind will be stress and slowly there's no much time for a frequent meet up. I'm glad we are still holding on (: and and and I haven't forget about our hotel stay where we will talk about anything everything throughout the night! I think I know when we can do that. Just make urself freee sooooooon! ((:

You, are the most precious gem I have ever found. Always been supporting and lending me that shoulder whenever I need. And i'm definitely holding on to this gem forever! dont care dont care! haha, oh yea on a happier note I finally got myself baked! Not overly bake but just enough for cny. HAHA, happy happpy!

Lastly, though it's 22jan now. still, HAPPY BIRTHDAY 21st JIUN! super old please. HAHa that's why i said before I never want 2009 to come.

im holding on to forever

2009-01-14T23:56:00.002+08:00

even if time has managed to erase some of the memories,
hope it is not the factor to forget.
hope this is not too late.

despite everything,
despite whatever,
I'm still not willing to let go,
I'm still holding on to forever.

temptations

2009-01-14T00:02:00.002+08:00

'how are you feeling now'
I don't know, but i know I'm losing it
and I'm not very happy about it

hope?

2009-01-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

high expectations lead to high hope, therefore when things go smoothly you get satisfaction. But when things backfired, disappointment is the undesirable result.

low expectations give low hopes but that doesn't means no hope at all. Just that it gives a better security to what the result will be. but who would want to have low expectations of sth?

that's why,
im letting my hope to hang in middle,
cause to let it fall into any of the categories
I would see undesirable outcome.

dont stop trying - this I have been convincing myself for a long time

Anyws, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY! hopefully this can be a good year!

2008-12-28T23:40:00.002+08:00

hmm,
it's only 2 more days to the end of year 2008.

Maybe my resolution for 2009 will be..
to live life as simple as that

and MAYBE TRY to do less shopping and go on diet!

HAHA, the latter all quite hard to do. But resolution what, so not necessary need to achieve right? :/

2008-12-26T02:10:00.004+08:00

I guess.......

I'm going to love xmas even more.. :DD

And I'm going to miss xmas even more tooo...... )):

as a team of 10 monsters together...

draw me a rainbow

2008-12-23T01:54:00.004+08:00

finally,
meet up with SELENE ONG during the weekends after 124425 months. I miss you girl. Updates from each other are like never-ending. Maybe cause we have alot to say. If I'm wasn't that tired due to no sleep the night b4, I wanna just stay at the foodcourt and talk all night.

-notion of love vs expectations: how do you weigh these 2 factors? the conception of love is so deep that there's no exact meaning to the word 'love'. and most people, I guess, would go some extra miles to make his/her partner happy. this is perfectly fine, nothing wrong with that. but, if going too many of the extra miles, and I mean too many, won't it mean there's insecurity in the r/s? however, this point can be subjective too. some people don't mind doing so and yet they feel it's RIGHT and a MUST to do so, as long as the partner is happy. may be how one defines his/her own levels of happiness to love is very individualistic, very subjective. some people are easily contented, some people are contented yet in their hearts they secretly hope for more in which they create expectations for the other partner unknowingly, some people are always striving to be the one for him/her, resulting in exhausting oneself at the end of each cross junction and some are only happy when his/her wish is fulfilled.
which ever person you are, love and expectations must come together so to make the r/s more meaningful. but overdoing it may backfired, and that's why compromise comes into the picture. Like I can say, love is like a magnet; opposite poles attract and like poles repel. Too much of a similarity will end up wanting the best for each other ( no couple wouldn't want the best for his/her partner), because you know about his/her likes and dislikes therefore you would try to do more of his/her likings and avoid his/her dislikes. So, this qns is for you, do you like what you are doing? Is this going to last for a lifetime doing things he/she likes? It's going to be very tiring I would say. Maybe things will be smooth going b4 marriage, but who can say what will happen AFTER marriage?
this can be a qns I ask myself, what will becomes of us when Bing finishes his National Service? What will becomes of us when he goes to NTU? Well, it's all unpredictable. I have to agree to him that one step at a time is the only solution to my qns. Planning too far is pointless, it will only gives me more fears and uncertainty that this or that might happen. What's more I'm someone who don't like to follow by the plan. I believe in every girl's heart there's bound to have a fear, even two madly-in-love love birds will have this fear. An undefined fear; a fear so strong that this may be the reason why couples break up. on the other hand, we can never overcome this fear because it will always be in you. may be one could only suppress that fear to its minimum. maybe, maybe believing in ourselves is good enough for each other, why not believing in ourselves that we are good enough for our relationship, so to give that confidence and faith for not just the both of us but also to minimise the the insecurity that may occur?

Women wish to be loved not because they are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are themselves.
- Henri Frederic Amiel

// anyway, thanks Bing to be there at that point of time. A listening ear is all I need. And thanks to friend who specially come down ((: marks given for extra effort. hahah. Now back on track, spent hell lots on I-don't-know-where, all I know is $$ has been disappearing from my bank acc. Hmm, maybe after xmas it's time to be a loan shark and chase for all the $$; OWE $ PAY $

love keeps us going

2008-12-16T02:34:00.002+08:00

wee now it's 2:34am.
Just reach home.
Just back from BNJ XMAS BENEFIT NIGHT!
very fun!
Lots of camwhore! =D
And seriously,
damn tired noww.
omgg, even till now still got the 'clubbing' mood
too much craziness at dempsey

Oh yea oh yea, 7 Jan 7 Jan! Shall all haps tog! =D

trying too hard is not necessary

2008-12-09T02:13:00.000+08:00

actually happiness is just around us, there's no need to try hard to search for the content of what's known to be 'happiness'.

Somebody whom I thought will last end up a sad story and that I only realised recently. Letting go a 5years plus r/s and having to move on after few months ltr, this surprised me somehow. Though it's none of my business, it just makes me think of how fast one can put down her/his past and create another chapter in such a short time frame? To some it may be a long r/s, whereas some might not think so. To some, it may not seen to be a big deal, yet to some it's a damn big deal.

something to keep me thinking before I sleep:
How could one measure the the quality of a relationship in comparsion to the time frame of the relationship?

too many ifs, too few facts

2008-12-09T00:51:00.002+08:00

sometimes it's better to turn your head away from the reality and lie to yourself for a minute.
cause it helps, in a way, to make things look simpler.

a reason behind every reasoning

2008-12-01T00:37:00.002+08:00

has been quite a while since I sat at MacDonald and try to study.
Saw this interesting cat. For the fact that it climbed onto this girl's bag and the girl has a big fright. And the cat REFUSED to get its ass off the bag, and still trying to pretend to slp on it! Till the girl has to pull her bag off the cat! The cat still refused to move its ass and continue to sleep on the chair.
//
Ard 15mins ltr the cat woke up and climbed onto the girl's friend's bag! Again, it tried to sleep on it till the other girl has to pull her bag away too, and because of that the 2 girls went away. no more interesting things to see.

conclude for the night: it's not the same as compared to last time. Maybe age is the cause of it.

MISS TAIWAN!!

2008-11-21T01:28:00.002+08:00

YEAH I'M BACK.

Miss my bed
Miss Singapore food ( maybe not after this trip )
Miss the people
Miss work ( cause it's the ONLY source of income )

BUT,
no matter how much I miss all these,
I MISS TAIWAN MOREEE!!!
Food, people ESP, fun peace joys and laughters. Are all irreplaceable! Just awesome!
Aww, waking up today just feel 'oh no, I'm back to the REALITY'
Wanted to go back slp and dream about Taiwan!
AHAHA, so impossible.

But one thing to be looking forward to,
TML MEETING DEAREST AFTER HE BOOKS OUT!
=D

Till then, WHERE ARE ALL THE PHOTOS?! Jiun, Gracia, Yanli....... blah blah blah whoever cameras are being used.......

TAIWAN!!!! =DDD

2008-11-11T02:59:00.000+08:00

Omgg, dammn loser-ish. Now it's going 3am soon and I'm supposed to slp. BUT I HAVENT PACK FINISH!! Super headache. So much for completing the marketing assignment and now this gives me another headache. Sian sian sian.

Few more hours to Taiwan, I cant wait, totally!! Expecting alot more fun, hopefully. Like I said, a different group of people, a different kind of fun. GOSH! Too excited to fall aslp now. But brain dead, so it's time to sleep.

Poor dearest MIGHT be able to book out tml but serene going to fly off! TOO BAD! Hopefully the karma don't follow me to Taiwan please!!!

I pray
I wish
I hope!!!

19th nov, will be back
and prepare for more hardwork.
Till then, don care just enjoy!

2008-11-08T00:31:00.002+08:00

Karma KARMA KARMAAA!!!

I don't know why but these whole week is just not going my way. I'm just very unlucky even from the beginning of this Monday. From kana bird shit to kana called to ans tutorial during lect(-.-) to falling sick just before Taiwan! How can how can.......

very sick very sick, cough till throat tearing sooon.
has been quite some time since I fall sick.
Countdown 3 more days! And I'm OFF TO TAIWAN!!! (((:
Shopping, here I come!!

On a random note, so (X10) excited to see you today. After 4 days of un-contactable days, then after which it's my turn. xoxo

sway max

2008-11-04T01:35:00.002+08:00

very grumpy
tired and grumpy
emo and grumpy
Stress and grumpy

Bing is out for field camp which means un-contactable for the nxt 4 days. BORRRINGG! gonna miss him much. Nobody to listen to my everyday whining. Quite some stuffs happened, don't know where to start how to start, so I decided to forget about it.

Sometime the more that you try to avoid it, it just keep coming back to you. Just like Karma! TSK.

at the crossroad

2008-10-29T13:08:00.001+08:00

I have to take it the way it is
What's more to expect

on a lighter note, countdown to taiwan ((: 2 weeeeks! hopefully it's a fruitful SHOPPPING trip

acheeee-.-

2008-10-21T23:29:00.002+08:00

Went down NP slot. Bet this is after 21435346 years. Alrights, feel super ache thanks to yday gym. Realised that I have been exercising 6 days straight. From last thursday to today. So I thought I feel ready for Taiwan. Hmmm, apparently feel like nnnnuuuaaaaaaaa-ing more..

Training with SP girl, a different set of feel; go taiwan, a different set of experience. Things are going relatively well still, and i hope it stays like that. Then serene will be a happy girl =) From now till Taiwan gonna TRYYY to slim cause go Taiwan sure get fat! Just like how my bank will depletes after I come back from Taiwan. Then Serene gonna be a workaholic once again.

Study gonna be very stress now. Realised that I have been lacking behind by alot. Gotta really start to buck up now! Don't wanna repeat any module, school fees are really too expensive =(

Ok, on a lighter note I'm working at Dempsey on halloween Night, so I'm going to get dressed up! YEAH, hmm. let's hope it's going to be fun! ((((:

drenched

2008-10-19T23:44:00.000+08:00

A really bad day.
Imagine walking alone in the rain. how miserable.
First time and I hope it's the last time, please

pretty(:

2008-10-15T01:06:00.002+08:00

if life gonna be pretty, it's gonna be now

praying for you

2008-10-06T00:27:00.003+08:00

Every night before I sleep,
I prayed for you.
Pray that you will be fine.
Pray that it's nothing serious.
Pray that things will still be as fine as now.

Till then, I hope my luck stays with you.

2008-10-01T22:52:00.006+08:00

Have been working very hard.
Just to earn enough for Taiwan.
Haven't been spending, except that just did 1 online shop =/ Cause my prev spree got rejected. zzz

Back from scoopy party. damn fun! Had mini clubbing. And cam whore all the way.

Guess this is the most amazing cake I have ever see. Credits to Chef Calvin who spent 6hours on it.

That's Sarah, a SUPER talkative girl. With her ard, working hardly sian.

Cause this is the rubbish we produced when work was sian =D

Lastly, I miss you botak.
Even though just send you off to camp 4 hours ago.

2008-09-26T00:36:00.001+08:00

don bother

sleep and hope tml will be a better day

missing out?

2008-09-18T01:06:00.002+08:00

Just cant wait for 20 Sept.

Cant wait to see a BOTAK

XD

many things happened these few weeks.
from going to Batam for 3 days 2 nights holidays to going for a 1day trip to Batam just for cable ski and getting myself even more uneven tann lines! Tskkkkkkkk

then, competitions and it went on for 3 weeks. It is really nice exp playing. Tog with SMOG [ many thanks to Gracie and Syaz ] is indeed an experience. Experiencing meaning a total different team with a different leader and how we came to a common goal. Though we did not achieve it, I'm glad that we make it through after all.

Anyway, bad news. I have to study 3 years instead of 2. So much for failing just one bridging and I have to push back my year2 modules. Shucks. So much for taking bridging, actually I still quite affected about it. In fact, VERY =( Oh well, I just have to study really hard this time round.

Alrights, working tml. new place new colleague. hopefully nice exp! =D

2008-09-17T09:39:00.001+08:00

Just.....................

too lazy to blog.

sian/ sick

2008-08-19T22:39:00.002+08:00

diarrhea since sat. =(
feeling damn sian.
From one doctor to another.
From one packet of pills to FOUR packets of pills + tablets.

Add on to, no more hk trip ='(
Sian + sian + sian

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY

2008-08-10T23:10:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY

I think this is the only day that I feel like a real Singaporean. Yeah, especially when Dearest and I decided to wear red( 1st sign ), then decided to be like ALL people who want to join the National's Day mood (2rd sign ) and walked to either Esplanade or Merlion or wherever one can watch the parade or the airplanes show or fireworks. Despite the damn humid weather and the suddenly drizzle which resulted in people who have umbrella to open their umbrella ( 3rd sign ) and eventually blocked some of the audiences. HAH see, just one paragraph and I have hit the 'typical' Singaporean to do all these things. Maybe to add on is that too many of the 'irritating people' that we skipped everything after 630pm.

Ahh, night time is the most interesting thing ever. =) After visit to his grandparents' house, a family of MJ pros + one newbie, went to this ulu yet interesting place for MJ session. It's like those ulu places in drama shows whereby all the repairs of trucks vehicles etc. Where more likely to be a murder scene, dark and isolated. Perfect place for anything to happen. Aiya but the place is happening. All the workers and his parents' frenx are either MJ-ing or singing ktv or drinking. And their MJ are really pro. Of coz, went to watch and see how they play.
After all, it's a nice experience. Though I don't hope to go back because of all the smokes. Don't wish to die earlyy.

To end off, studied half the day. Very tiring, and Dearest came to find me with a super ulgy-looking finger. Poor thing, take care please. Anyway still have 4 other fingers healthy looking and alive right? HAHA.

Days are nearing, months are cut down to less than 1 month from now, can't help but think of you more often. Eh ben dan if u are looking at this please take greatest care. Don't die early ((:

2008-08-07T12:19:00.000+08:00

4 Aug, marks the first day of sch. Meaning--> I feel being thrown back to big stack of notes and more notes. But good thing is that it's only yday that I realised that I got no class today! Which means I got free day for 1 day before sch.

WANTED to go swimming. yea went to Jurong East Swimming complex. Reached the entrance, it says ' closed for 4 Aug due to staff gathering' !@#$$%#
Wanted to kill them. How sway please.

Nvm, then proceed to Chua Chu Kang one. Reached that, another surprise. 'CLOSED ON MONDAY' @$^$%&^&!@%$#@$@^%#&$%#

Tmd, seriously how sway can that be. it's just not our day. Walk bloody alot under the sun. Hungry and pissed. Upon reaching IMM, food and aircon makes serene a happy girl again. hahah.

5 Aug 08 - Had NTU friendly. was soooo cold. Cant imagine how they train at night. Die die also dont wanna cap ar. Will just freeze to death. Ok which means that marks the end of friendly for SIM team. So just wait till comps come then see how. ((: Right now, just train hard and study hard for nxt week paper. Damn, forgo a damn good job offer just because got the bloody papers nxt week. *CRIES

For now, earn and save(trying) for my upcoming HK trip! last trip with you before the poor boy goes to NS. (:

Peace

2008-07-31T01:46:00.000+08:00

It has been quite a while since I decided to do something about this blog. Here i am, well not like my entry is exciting anyway.

Anyway, finally 'quit' the job at IRAS. Not exactly quit but taking break to study for papers and also because of another work for New Line Cinema. And also for Hong Kong trip! ^-^ Don't feel like quitting the job since now it's getting more fun than ever. U can never derive fun out from calls though but it's the companies who are damn rubbish, who just slack, eat (u will know why ltr ) and go around disturbing people, and whining for the fact that it's a boring job. From sharing of pint of BNJ ice cream to sharing durian puffs and buffet left-overs(FREE FOOD! HAHA) to potato chips to tibits and chocolates here and there because many people are leaving therefore they are giving out chocolates or whatever gifts. Hmm and the longer I work, the more slacker I've become. Because once u know the techniques of slacking, it's all the way man. =))

Oh man, this is DAMNNN GOOD! Please go try!

HAHA, when boredness gets over you.

This is the ULTIMATE BOREDNESS! hahaha

But fun isn't going to last. Because once I go back to work, there won't be alot of familar faces. Alot are going NS and some are leaving too. =( So in order to see the last of some who are leaving, I'm going back to work straight after my last paper. DAMN, cause somebody owes me his leaving gift. HAHA. No la, more of wave goodbye.

'What's next, tell me about it; because I don't wish to let go yet. '
Btw, recently got back the habit of reading. Bet alot don't believe that I would read. Yes yes Serene Lim Li Jiun is currently reading! In fact, the feeling of having to start reading is so new so refreshing. At least, reading won't makes me fall aslp. Study does!

Haven't been meeting him. Has been few days =/ and I know this is ridiculous to say so. Especially when we are not some couple who meet everyday( no offend here), but just that we know ourselves that we hardly got time for each other due to different commitments. Right now, I have bridging courses which makes meeting up more difficult. Adding on to his trainings time, work and my trainings and work and study, seriously 24 hours aren't enough. Not when he's enlisting in about a month time. Nevertheless, we can work this thing out yea?

///
what it seems to be the truth is what I thought would never happen. It happened too quickly that I hardly got the chance to breathe and catch a breath. To appear that everything is fine when it's not; to hope that it's still a complete picture but there are missing pieces. Been there, done that, and the feeling sucks. Never had the feeling been this strong; never had the feeling been so real. For this, I would prefer to stay in denial to see that everything is still intact and that it's still a complete family picture.

spend spend spent

2008-07-20T01:11:00.004+08:00

yday was a bad day;
today is a good day.

Well, at least fix up some shits, clear up some doubts. Things are kinda back on the right track, i supposed so? Like I said, maybe it's just on my part for overreacting. Anyway tml TP friendly (: For the VERY first time we had friendly at tp. And it's only after we graduated then we had the chance to go over for friendly. -.- Oh well... But, NO TIGHTS! !@$#% man, security is so strict that only swim wear is allowed. I got no tights, and therefore decided to RUN or CHIONG towards the boat so that the security guards won't see. NO CHOICE!! )):

Spent nearly 200 yday, for just a facial treatment and online shopping! WELL, at least i got the dress and a top I want! =D Ok more to come when I go Hk! ((: Sigh, but that would make me skip work. Oh well, maybe in exchange I would have more fun in HK rather than just work? Hmmm, we shall see.

Till now, off to bed! (: Nights to whoever is reading

2008-07-19T00:52:00.002+08:00

wheneverythingjustgotsowrong

igotonlymyselftoblame

2008-07-16T00:32:00.002+08:00

Training on Sunday at Kallang was interesting.
Having no balls( well blame it on the thought of borrowing from the Nat girls), so end up having to use slippers as 'balls' and dribble with it. Damn funny, I think. And using extra spraydeck to be the 'ball' to train for chasing of 1st ball. HAH, having to think back, man wth were we doing seriously.

Reached home rot for hours b4 meeting him. Yea and I was starving and grumpy by then. But the interesting part was, cause our tix come with a set of lover popcorns meal. During the show, the person delivered NACHO WITH CHEEEEESE. =( But we just take cause not like we can go out and return, will end up blocking other people. So I ate the chips ONLY. Then 10mins or so, came another 2 packets of popcorns. Sweet AND salted! WAH! I bet the person forgot what's our order supposed to be that's y give everything! HAHA, just make our tix more worth it. YEAH! Hope for more such things to happen! ^-^

Quitting the job at IRAS sooon, but just as I wanted to quit the fun set in. =( Whines, but no choice ar, either I take 3 weeks of VL if not I gotta quit. Anyway got the job to work for New Line. Good(very) pay, good companies! BEST!

//confused of not knowing what to do. Everything is in a mess that only one has to make the decision. Nearly took the easy way out by ending everything but I didn't. Think through alot before coming to this decision. After that day, I realised that maybe things aint that bad after all. There's always hope by the end of the day. I believe so; so let's make a difference k?

happy+ sad

2008-07-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

Wonderful moments in Primary School chalet at Downtown East. The first day wasn't that fun but at least WE get to know more about each other lives. =D Hahah be it good or bad, it will be well kept in everyone's heart. Drink not alot but absolute mango is nice! Try it if you haven't. Things shall stay within the few of us =) After which, went to temple to pray. zzz Then proceed to supper at Changi Village for some nasi lemak. Yummy.

I only came back again on the evening of the second day, together with my paddle and ball. so troublesome but yea the first thing I reached there. There were alot more ppl! GOOD! Played 007 and found that many of them are quite retarded. LOL, cause loser gotta drink. The most fun part came when we went to arcade and played this game which ltr injured my left arm. Damn retarded but FUN! Using a remote lookalike thingy to hit the monsters on the screen asap. Even the guys feel damn tired after the game. That's not the end, we found one of the basketball games with 8 FREEEE credits. Of cause play la! Crazy please, me and Leanne compete with another 2 guys, and losers gotta drink. Oh well, thought we could win..... Cam whoring starts here too! =D yea starting with all the scandalous couples. So funny please.

In the later part of the night, play game like zhong ji mi ma. And punishments are ......... it's not daring or what but damn stupid. Either to pull/tickle/kiss/scratch/ or whatever la, cant rmb , to head/hand/feet/nose/cheeks. And then this game is just a sabotage whereby only some people kana. And the some ppl include me. =( Kana alot of shit yet not bad quite fun. Played this kuku game till 4am+ before everyone goes to slp and I have to wake up at 7am to go trg, which only 3 of us. Oh well....

Introducting the class 6G =D

The 4 perfects =)

The Girls!

Plus the guys, they are usually the more 'on' kinda.

Even when come to do this kinda thing.

////

2 July- it's a bad bad day. Got super drunk and wasted and ended up having Bing to carry me home. Poor Jiun Gracie and Jac gotta support me out of double O where I think I fell numerous times. HAHA. It's a moody day that I drank so much. To make things worse, I drank on empty stomach. Actually come to think of it now, I didnt drink alot but drink too fast. Maybe that's y body cant take it. Vomit twice, one outside club and another at his house. zzzzz Ok, think im a lousy drinker cum gf. Always bringing trouble to people. Sigh, for a moment I just want to hide under my blanket and slp all day.

2008-06-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

I had my very first training at kallang!
Yes, smelly smelly smelly smelly............ till i wanna faints puke faints puke.
Yeah, with the newly formed SIM team, everything is just a new start. Ok, let's pray for the best =D Yea, training is just laugh laugh laugh. Due to too many capping because of no spraydeck and the irritating waves. Didnt realised playing games without spraydeck can be so fun! Having to cap 35465372 times, before one team can declared the winner after the 1st 10 goals. First training was interesting. Lex(sec frenx) was in with us =D Cause he was so passionate about polo. And Jiun, just comes to have fun. Indeed she has. Her blog is full of shit. HAHA

Then after which proceed to East Coast, the initial Big Splash. Now turned out to be some happening shit place. Had second dinner at OLD TOWN, the service sucks, totally. Foood wasn't so bad, but SERVICES SUCK! Ok, now to the main point of the day.
Fiona's family had this tanks vs tanks thingy and it's damn cool! Cause we seem to be so retarded trying to move the tank to shoot down ur enemy, who will be Fiona jiun and Fiona's bro, Nick. Nick is a bully though he's only sec 4. BUT I DONT CARE! BULLY still, cause we are so noob at it. I just hope to come back here again and play this thingy! But the thought of having to walk from Macs to the place made me wanna think twice. Hmmm....

Then time to cam-whore. No pictures to show cause Jiun don't want to send me =((( CRIES* --> *hint hint. aiya refer to Jiun for more information. haha, lazy to continue. My blog's boring ar! I want pictures! Tsk.

Last note to add, tml is merlion game! Kallang water again!! Sian +sian + sian. Ok, hopefully tml will be a better day, cause today got a little grumpy and showed attitude to that caller. Dont care! Hmph, right now pray for me that I can get the agent job! 10bucks per hour! Pray pray pray pray pray pray! Then Serene's life wont be that sad.

Smile people!

2008-06-20T01:50:00.000+08:00

more trust; lesser assumptions
more trust; lesser resistance
more trust; lesser tensions
more trust; more love
more love; make the world happy

smile people; because it helps in every/any aspect in life. Good or bad, life's short and simple. live to the fullest.

////
did something damn bored at work. friend got this book ' guide to help highly sensitive people'. Took the test, realised I'm quite a highly sensitive person. So is that supposed to be good or bad? Maybe I need to borrow from him to read on it. hmmm.

////
further edit. It's 1:45am now. Supposed to be slping but reflecting on what I have typed in the earlier entry. Guess being sensitive is a bad thing, because I seemed to fall into the 'lesser' factor category. In which, how to goes to the 'happy world' after all. And just finished one episode of Sex and The City. It said about changes. Yes, changes or sacrifices that each partner make to make the other happy. Even if it's only a little. How much more changes do one or all has/have to do to make the world go round, once again? Sometimes, a little does helps.

2008-06-17T00:04:00.002+08:00

Something to note;
I don't know about this
Kept me thinking at that point of time

How many times do people actually see the ugly side of one,
how many times do people see the best side of one.
Naturally, or rather without one knowing,
one would display his/her ugly side.
Yes, it's disturbing
but it depends on how much can the rest accept that for who you are.
Does one realise about his/her ugly side of them is being revealed?
Is it true that this 'ugly' side in every individual gonna overpower the 'best' part,
As it seems like people would rmb revenge and hatred clearer than the strengths.

How often do one allows yourself to show that ugly side of you,
or is it too often that it just feel kinda irritated.
Many claimed that they want to bring the best out of everyone,
Realised that it's hard yet not impossible.
But how much does that person allow you to discover that 'best' part of his/her?
It's going to take huge effort and patience
So asked yourself,
is it worth the effort?

Disppointments crawled in silently;
Guess we should just take it easy and move on with life.

smile people, cause love is in the air =D

2008-06-16T23:35:00.004+08:00

I know this is going to be a 1week late entry. Well, it's never too late to do sth that's worth the effort. Nevertheless i still want to wish someone special whose day falls on the 9th June ((:

Birthdays mean alot to me as it is a 1 year thingy. You have been quite a good bf for the year so your girlfriend, of cause wants to make this a special day for u. Whatever I want to say, are said in the cardsss, so yea to summarise and save all the rubbish, despite tears are shed and unhappiness do occurred, at least I know you care. At least I know you believe, in you and me, in holding on to whatever is awaiting for us in the future.

Flyer experience isn't that boring as what some might say. Maybe cause I have great company. Scenery wasn't so bad, at least it didn't rain on that day. Stupid me forgot to bring cam, resulting in taking every photos using the lousy camera phone -.- Sigh.

Dinner was at a unexpected place. Well, was supposed to just check out the place ended up become our dining place. Anyw, food was great! (at least I love it ((: ) , but dessert was disappointing. And sry for making you spend a bomb on ur day. The day ended well at your house when ur family celebrated it for you too.

PS: I love you (:

fun +more fun

2008-06-07T00:17:00.002+08:00

31st May, the last day of the month- we had the Graduation Dinner for students who excel in studies or CCA. Dinner is ok, the service sucks, totally. Cause they cleared away my foood! The shows are quite entertaining when 2 people from our table got sabotage. =D Yeah man and alexis have to go up the stage to do stunts. Rather, just sit there and get prize. Hahah, didnt get to go clubbing but yea was compensated on this wed when I had HELL lots of fun.

4 June - It's a new experience to dance with a different grp of people. Yes of cause with Monsters like Jiun whose very high and sheena , guess the most sober and gracia abit high too. And yea with the whole lot of SP guys. Yeah 4 girls drank 3 bottles of heineken when the rest of guys drown themselves with soft drinks -.- Like totally .................. Fun starts when we start to go for more drinks! =D Yes, and dancing was fun! Oh yea, nearly picked up a fight. Scary but yea good thing u are there. But poor us kana pushed here and there, nearly fell to the ground. Company wasnt just the SP guys. The nat girls were here too! and that adds on to the joys! HAD FUN, AND MORE SUCH FUN PLEASE!

-I realised, maybe I can drink alot more this time round! =DD HAHA

rarer than diamonds

2008-05-31T00:05:00.004+08:00

Tml is some happening dinner! Yes, perhaps a dinner for those who excel in studies or CCA. Well, for me of cause is CCA la. Suck in study. In fact, I feel quite excited about it. I know most of my team mates will be there and aft that we will be proceeding to Zouk since it's just next door. How cool is it, please. =)

Has been spending alot, due to stupid GSS and forever-tempting-online shopping. Sales/discounts really lure you to buy even more items, resulting in a BIG hole in my pocket now. =( Money, please drop from sky. Oh yea talking about money, got my bankdraft from DBS to settle my payment for UOL. End up, the lady at the counter issued a wrong bankdraft ( need to be sterling demand draft, but it's not) So, now (NOT MY FAULT PLEASE), I have to go to the RELC to claim my draft then go back to the bank and wait for ard 1 hour to get my draft then go back to RELC to settle everything. Sigh, there goes my transport fare please. So much travelling, but good thing that the 1st trip before all these have to happen, I have someone dearest to wake up so early to acc me to go bank to make the wrong draft and go to IRAS to collect my graduation robe then to RELC then to sch. Yes, to wake a really pig bf up is hard and for once I managed to do so. And yea, appreciate that offer =D Maybe once in a while, pig can be quite sweet. Rare, that's why it's nice.

NO slots for 2 weeks, damn sad! Life's gonna be boring for these 2 weeks, cause it will be about work and work and work. =( no life soon please. But yea, at least I'm starting sch at 4 aug. Yeah, so soon yet not so. Which means I got more time and chance to work as much as possible.

Yea I know it's like 426537 years ago. But I still like it best! memories that I would never forget.

Stupid + random. Don ask me why, cause I also don't know but yea I like.

never assume; just ask

2008-05-21T01:07:00.002+08:00

The worst can ever happen is when one party started to assume the imaginary. Sadly to say, the feeling not good at all. And guess, I can nv find another person with such patience.

Compulsory leave was once again issued to us. Damn sian, really. Though to say I'm tired from all the working, I feel kinda weird and like a lazy bum when I'm not working. I don't want to just slack all the way at home. Like wasting my life off. Perhaps I need to find new exciting jobs soon with better pay and not make their staffs go on compulsory leave. Tsk.

choice; where's mine

2008-05-13T01:17:00.002+08:00

Life's about making choices; but when there are too many choices, you would end up with no choice. Suddenly, i feel that sometimes lesser choices might be a good thing. Less worries, and dont want so young to have white hair.

2008-05-08T18:06:00.002+08:00

this acceptance wasnt sth i hope to see.
in fact just add on more worries.

trip to malaysia was ok, cause they dont have my durian =(
But end up just zi cha and more zi cha
and ltr on, meeting pri sch frenx for another round of zi cha.
Ok, there goes my diet plan. (which not much effective anyw)

Anyw, nim's island is a crap movie. Whoever thought of watching please think twice.

2008-04-29T00:10:00.002+08:00

Not so good yet not so bad.
Ard 1 week ago we crowned the Championship of 'SRRR'.
And I'm proud to say Monsters, we did well (:

what's more in the future to come. it's really hard to say. What come to my mind now is how important money is seen across in everyone's heart. Yes ppl oway say money is not everything but without money u cant do anything. Like how married couples actually fall out just because of financial issues. don noe why im coming to this issue, but just thought of it.

anyway the thought of going out on wed with monsters and sat going Kukup make me quite excited! =)) yea, going to be a good day ahead. Hopefully.

2008-04-19T00:11:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it's good to take a moment in life and think and
look at the one beside you,
and perhaps tell him/her
how impt he/she is to u.
Whoever that person may be.

You know u are impt (:
And so do monsters ((:

2008-04-16T00:40:00.003+08:00

ok, here shall be my updates

Competition is coming to an end.
Yes im going to miss it so much,
For the fact that the process is memorable.
Though there's some unhappiness caused during the process,
I get to see and feel quite some of the precious emotions that each gives.
How much we are as a team, and how much each gives.
And also how much you care. *thanks
In any case,
like what Pandora has said,
What doesn't kill us, makes us stronger.
Yes it will, and we shall prove it right.

Condition doesn't seems to be improving, and going to see doc aft competition. Sian, waste $$.
Work is getting easier and, perhaps happier?
Oh well, as in able to get along with my surrounding people (at least that's the max I can go), and dozing off while on the line at times is actually quite ok. As long as the person understand what im saying, though I think alot of time I gave wrong infor =XXX
Till then, damn lazy to go hunt for another job. Though I know I must and i need to do so asap.
Getting a stable one now is then the beginning, but how long i can last is another. Just as I started to adapt to this current place, and then im changing to another sound abit dumb ar. Oh well........

Feasting alot nowadays. Don care ar, going to try some good food after depriving from staying in a hell-like place for 8 hours daily. HAHA, perhaps like eating zhi cha and beer ( ok, lik some uncles ), then ice cream and home to slp for barely 5 hours, then die at work. Oh well, perhaps the first part was a pleasant one. Hoping for such one day ((: Maybe this time ard, with my Chilli Crab and Fish head Curry! =DDD *YUMMY*

lucks still not with me yet

2008-03-31T18:40:00.002+08:00

Guess im down with bad lucks.
Sigh, things haven't been going quite well for me
But i believe there's oway a brighter side of life.
Yes, how much I can tell that to myself
But when it comes to applying to reality, it's hard.
Really.

Today kana damn freaking shit callers.
So shit and so F* up and so angry that I just hope the conversation end IMMEDIATELY.
And I just hope they stepped on banana skin and slipped and fall hard on their head/butt/limbs, whatever u name it, they got it.
Maybe this could be their bad day, and they added on to MY bad day as well.
Got so angry that the word 'cb' actually come out from my mouth.
SIGH,
It's fine when it only came from 1 caller,
But it's fewww.
Not nice feeling, i must say.
And that explains the tough part in this line.
I still got 1 month to go.
And Im waiting for that irritating damn piece of shit woman to complain about me.
Oh well,
That's life. That's my job, cause i failed to perform

And I will still work hard,
Till the day I leave the company.

2008-03-23T23:16:00.002+08:00

Screwed the interview,
guess that I wasn't that fated to join NTU. Oh well =(
Maybe shall resign to fate to go sim?
Though thousands and millions of unwillingness.

Had friendly, but damn chui.
Yeah, arm chui = game chui = ok, shall not cont.
ANYW, groupings are out and hopefully
lucks still stay here with us! =))
If not Serene's life really chui.
With monsters 'outcast' me,
Stupid bf irritate me.
And stupid IRAS starting work at 8am,
seriously going to get grumpy every SINGLE day.

How sadd please,
Ok, but my day to heaven is THIS COMING WED! finally monsters going clubbing. ((:
been damn long since I stepped into a proper club.
Shall play my heart out and put whatever !@#$% behind my head and have fun,
Who cares about how dead im going to be the nxt day
which starting work at 8am.
BLEH!

to end off; believe.

2008-03-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

doubts; please go away.

pain pain, go away.

2008-03-19T01:12:00.003+08:00

supposed to be slping by now.
but got the urge to pen down some shit in mind.

oh well, nth much actually.
but wanna whine about the aching of shoulder.
spoilt, totally
and because of that,

think getting fatttter.
Shit,
mux mux mux go running.

Find me back the motivation to runnnnn, again! (:
Find me back the feel to be in game
Find me back the feel to excel
Find me back the feel to win!
moo moo just make my day ((: and U too =D

2008-03-11T00:15:00.004+08:00

ok, shall take a little wee time of my life and say

yea, love u dear (:

even if both oso become like this. =))

Good food along the wayyyyyyyy (:

2008-03-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

Have been eating and eating and eating.
Dim sum after dim sum, then ice cream then after which dinner with Serene Chen for another round of nice foood.

Not exactly when my purpose to go there is to eat what they are famous for and not sandwiches. But with good company ((:

SIGH! STUPID BLOGGER DOESNT ALLOW ME TO POST PHOTOS! DAMN !@#$%

bangkok!

2008-03-06T20:50:00.003+08:00

ok after sometimes then finally get my ass to this blogspot. yeah, my first trip with Dearest Bing, and his team mates to Bangkok. Thought gonna be a little weird coz of the only NP person, but turn out to be much more fun than I thought.

The shopping times was great; browsing this and that and 'dumping' the guys one side while the girls shopped; the bargaining process was funny and interesting; the act of 'giam-ness'; the 'classic' moment of some of them, like falling off the chair and diving through air; the curiosity to some shit show which supposed to be 'once-in-a-lifetime' exp; the cam-whoring moments; the screaming from some of them when went for massage. but damn shiok.

Bangkok was funn! Pattaya was funn too, but that's where all going broke after the last second day. To the extent of nearly having to eat grass. To the extent of being 'GIAM', asking if the plain water is free not. hahahah, damn jialiat. Water activities were wonderful, but aft tat broke like hell. OH, they have A&W! Just eat one full meal despite dinner in few hours time. damn sg don have.

First time spend bday overseas, with him and other people. Oh well, no fancy cake nor surprises ( coz their swensens cakes seriously look NOT ATTRACTIVE) , so resort to muffins being my cake ((: But I like, so yea. But I like my surprise, though failed, back in SG

seriously, if sg can find this kinda CUTE cake.

cute but exx!

Interesting isn't it? the guys including the girls cant help but stare. So, ladies which one ur belong to? hahaha

the tigers are all damn poor things, the ppl there just wait for tourists for ppl like us to feed. This baby tiger nose bled from knocking against the cage, crying for milk.

my 'cake' for the day

they sell dogs along the street, starving them. How hard they go on animals just to make a living.

x2 of that tower.

And guess what happened to the 2 damn tomatoes; and small world, she's my bball jrs. ((: the super crazy girl

That's all for now. Waiting for Monsters to have a overseas trip, and I bet will be as fun. Maybe end of year? Korea, how's the idea? As for now, gym and cardio to burn off what I gained from the trip. HAHA. Meanwhile, started working. BUT, only a temp full time. SIGH, let's pray hard, real hard that they will still employ me aft 1 mth. SIGH.

The great ppl to great fun ((:

At the end of the day, he's still my greatest company to all the peace joys and laughters XD

2008-02-23T23:28:00.002+08:00

Intend to blog about the past few days. but damn tired

But cant wait,
just 7 more hours and im off to bangkok!!
Sigh, Leanne should go earlier then she can bring us ard!!

Oh well, that's all for now! ((:

Maybe this year would be nicer and special,
to have my bday celebrate overseas!

add on

2008-02-18T22:34:00.002+08:00

I realised that everyone lies. Be it sms-ing or msn-ing, you are lying. You put 'haha', but on your side are you doing the same? Nope, you are not. You claimed that 'this is damn funny', but are you saying the truth? Nope, you lie to make the conversation interesting. You claimed to say the sweetest things on Earth, but for the fact it's just a type-out msg, how much meaning can this get?

We lie everything, just to make peace. We lie, to make our and their lives interesting. We lie, cause we need to. We lie, to make the other party receiving the msg to feel at ease and happy. We lie, cause the other party does not realise it's a lie after all.

See how powerful lying can be. But we all lied. I dont like liars. I dont like myself. There's oway an excuse to every reasoning. That's my reasoning. Guess this entry gives no further meaning, better end it.

Btw, sheeena's leaving. BYE DARLING! (: *only if u happen to see this. Maybe i need to destress somehow.

mummmies' effort (:

2008-02-18T12:33:00.008+08:00

Though not yet my bday, monsters help to have a celebration in advanced. ((: But on the day when got the greatest moodswing and damn tired day. Oh well, they cured the tired-ness and moodswings with the game of having the bday girl running ard in carpark.

Though a little expected (OPPSS), still the carpark thingy was interesting. So touched, when people like Alexis and Sheena nearly risked their lives to get knocked down by cars just to escape from being caught by me. Seriously ar, I don't wish to have such shit on my bday celebration please. Damn scarry ar. Wth please, and poor sheena dropped her phone. -dumb. And having Gracia to snap her slippers. HAHA.

All come with a pleasant surprise and with great accompanies. And thanks to Jac and sheena(maybe), that I'm able to get to Egypt for the FIRST TIME!! My dream place please!

PRETTY PLEASE!!
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Oh, been to fish prawns. Haha, quite interesting experience too when 2 noobs trying hard to get the hook out of the prawns.

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Till then, got nothing to look forward to. Perhaps end of exams and that's it. sigh

:(

2008-02-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

To tell the truth,
Was quite affected by the news.

Selfish to say,
I hope this isn't true.

This time round,
even gods can't help.

Bottom of my heart

2008-01-30T03:19:00.000+08:00

Drafted it.
Maybe a draft would be better.

Especially when feeling cant be expressed that freely anymore.

them* .. is who i miss

2008-01-25T17:11:00.000+08:00

They.
Are the ones I missed

All together in the pool seemed not really possible

Picture is what left for to remember

Shit, yearn for trainings yet cant go.
Ok, admit poor time mgmt

It's coming, are you ready?

2008-01-17T23:48:00.000+08:00

cant wait to grad, really.

But I still want to be a NP canoe poloist, not alumni ( which not possible.. sigh)

INTERESTING NIGHT

2008-01-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

Finally..

I went to GAY partyy before!! Ok, on sunday to be exact.
Quite interesting, an eye-opening experience FOR ME indeed.

Seee guys do this, do that. Just like what one sees in normal clubs.
Seen somethings that nv seen on streets before.
Seen the other side of life.

Now, I started to wonder whyy..

In exchange, got something nice and colorful though used to find it quite uglyy =xx

After one party, Serene is back to smiling again!! =)

Woody wood (:

2008-01-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

Realised onlyy 1 hour + ltr that I lost my hp;
Found back my phone ; picked up by a kind soul

Ya, thought she was a kind soul. End up kana lectured by her for losing my phone.. lik huhh..
Not I want also what. tsk.

Then dad said, 'AIYA, that phone also so old alrdy. That's y nobody wants'

TSK, should have just lost it, then got new phone.

When silly becomes sill-iest.

2008-01-09T14:10:00.001+08:00

Max Brenner wasn't that wonderful as i thought i would be. Disappointment more than excitement, when they said they got no more of my souffle. ): I WENT THERE COZ OF THAT. DAMN. guess im not fated with whatever i want. tsk, anyw the brownie... isnt that bad, isnt that good either...

Cause it tastes.. just like a brownie. NTH EXCITING! Hmph, ambience ok. Not so bad. Maybe one fine day, shall try the Tea Room ((: Yeah.

Projects are not done, and im here blogging. Die, so many presentations coming up soon. And attachment ppl are ending theirs sooon, yet i have to suffer and study during the CNY period. Omg, so no life. NP can go eat shit and die. ARGH*

Welcome to a new year

2008-01-05T20:04:00.000+08:00

Jappo's bday (: Dinner at a don noe whatever place. Arab street like -.-
Countdown is kinda boring this year, not that exciting. COZ, having to watch fireworks through glass reflections. Even the Cathay party turned out to be omgg -.- And ended up in PS watching mid night movie.

A brand new year, hoping that good things would come my way. Anyway, few days ago had dim sum dinner. 11 dishes of dim sum shared by 3 small girls. Haha of coz cant finish! This is more like a dim sum buffet than just dinner.

16th is nice, though abit weird. BUT STILL, finally get pin for his littttle snowman to be hung on his bag!! HAHA. Yeah, ate alot and there goes my diet-ing plan AGAIN. -as usual- =x
Experience a litttle bit more <3

A min of break

2007-12-31T00:45:00.000+08:00

When finally i can take a break, have a kit kat ((: Or rather, should i said I had tooo many of kit kat? =X

Anw, 24th was nice. Walk walk walk from Tanglin down to Orchard to Somerset to Ps, and supposedly to City hall, taking photos along the way, squeezing through the !@#$ crowds. Somebody dying of feet pain but cont cause got a over-enthu gf. HAHA. Then plan spoilt by going BBQ out of nowhere. Go eat and zao.

25th was NICEST! Cause exchange presents, and so excited to give away my out-of-shape snowman! Haha, and in return receive manys! *:D And this time round, they dont have my Honey bonbon ribs! ): But gd thing is, no more 1hr queue to food! (:

28th was FUN! Outing with primary sch was memorable, as usual, always talking about the childish past. People change, sometimes too much of a surprise to me, and sometimes TOO much of a disappointment. Sigh xiang dang nian..........

Anw, I always thought that racing and cutting lanes along the road was crazy and wth. When im the one experiencing it, omggg FUN!
Having to endure till 3am when 130am im supposed to reach home, then i had my first-time experience of speeding at a speed of 140km/hr and DRIFTING around bends and corners ( I mean, literally DRIFTING, to the extent that even with seat belt i can hit the door. HAH) Cutting lanes after lanes is dangerous but 1-time experience, I DON MIND! ((: Im glad that, friendship bond are still there even after thousands years.

29th, DIE at training and same goes to work. Suddenly the busiest day of my 2 mths work. Oh ya, MY NEW BOAT NO 3!! Omg, so excited about it. Shall call it my darling tooo! HAH. Though I might still prefer the old one.

Tml 31th, Jappo's bday + countdown. Jiu shi zhe yang. HAHA.

Merry Xmas (:

2007-12-26T11:19:00.000+08:00

Probably the best Xmas I've ever gotten :D

2007-12-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

SUDDENLY

I hope that xmas eve and xmas is tml! - cant wait for presentsssssssssssssssssss
I hope that i got 48hours, SO I CAN FREAKING SHIT FINISH MY PROJ - damn
I hope that I got more than just 7 days in a week so i can have more time for myself and others (:
I hope I can strike a lottery now, so i can use the $$ for xmas presents, save breaking my piggy bank.
I hope this mth pay can be lots enough so that i can buy more stuffs online!
I hope that Santa would bring me to his lala land one day ( I know FAT HOPE haha)
I hope this can be my happppiest xmas ever!

Yeah, end of the suddenly emotion

2007-12-14T00:13:00.000+08:00

Finally CT has come to an end. Screwed IF though, sigh no choice but life still goes on. Suddenly addicted to online shop for a bit. Buy some clothes and owe ppl lots $$$. When no $$$ coming into my bank.

This weekend is going to be FUN! (:
Fri 14 Jun- MONSTERS EXCHANGE GIFTS! (: wonder who is my santa this year?? -SMILES-
Sat 15 Jun- SENTOSA with 4E5! Wahh, after 1425347457 years that Ahmad comes back AGAIN from sea and have a class gathering. Sound quite fun. Well, at least i hope it would be fun la.
Sun 16 Jun- DEMPSEY PARTY! don not what will it be like. Especially the jrs, like me, have to be part of the committee to facilite the games and don noe what. Hmm, ok this time ard I think will see the OTHER side of them =D Haha.

Im glad that things are improving. At least things are on the brighter side now (: At least more sunshines and no rainy days. At least, i hope for the 'at least' to be forever though.
Though gloomy days are inevitable, and that rain comes so and when they like, (at least) with much hope in hands, maybe one day I would be able to find the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

End of nonsense. FUN NEXT! :D

2007-12-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

2 Dec - not my day at all. Mayb the worst day of my life.

Counting down to 3 Dec, hoping for a brand new day.

After a upon of time

2007-11-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

YEAH!
Finally i got a LITTLE time to blog about.... something?

Got alot to say but now no time, cause it's way past my slping time. So before i slp, say some random thingy!

1. YEAH FINALLY GET TO HAVE A GATHERING WITH SELENE AND GANG. And have a talk about the past secondary about how childish and howww innocent we are.
2. Oh yea, monsters' bday! Though lag for near a mth, still can talk about it yea? HAHA, that's only when i got the time yea? And because i have to WAIT FOR SOMEBODY TO UPLOAD HER PICS, (not only bday but FCC tooo) AND SEND TO USSS!!!! --> HINT HINT YO JIUN
3. Ok, anyway cant wait for the end of month! Cause that's when $$$$$$ rolling in! PAYDAY!
4. Last but not least, someone stupid yet dearest is leaving in less than 48hours for 7days. And that's not a really good thing. Aiya, no matter what, DON COME BACK EMPTY-HANDED!! ((:

Yeah, will miss you please.

2007-10-30T01:31:00.000+08:00

I need a break, physcially.. and mentally.

Cool shit!

2007-10-26T10:59:00.000+08:00

It's just getting more fun than ever ((: I mux say it's a blessing in disguise that working at Dempsey isnt that bad. In fact, dont think i wanna change to other outlets. Cause of the funny crazy ppl there. Though gotta starve abit and eat the waffles which im going to get sick of it sooon, the accompanies are ((: that kept me from not changing to other places. And the scoopies are pretty and more prettier! HAHA, what's more I can work when I like. I LIKE!!

Target for now, reach my 1st 300 hours by mid Dec!

2007-10-23T00:35:00.000+08:00

Come to think of it now, working at Dempsey might not seem to be a bad thing. Just that travelling is a waste of time! So that's a big big constraint for me. But good thing is, I got to see pretty girls who are the scoopies themselves and all the pretty customers and of cause some handsome ones! HAHAH. Then lik that more motivated to work.

Alrights, good thing got nice people to work with if not i will really complain. Lastly, any kind soul wanna come visit serene? Oh yea, did i mention that i saw Edna, one of my classmate while i was working. And i made one TOTALLY-ice cream shake for Jappo and made the blender stuck cause too much of ice cream and less milk. Make me nearly kana scolding. THANKS to JAPPPO.

Mandarin work, can say byebye ar. Will be back sometimes ltr!

2007-10-18T21:36:00.001+08:00

3 days of trg over! Should i say im happy or sad? Awww, cause posted to such a !@#$% place. Dempsey. Lik out of nowhere! Sighh. Even my other girls got nice places lik Sentosa Suntec and Raffles City. Let's pray for me that it will be a nice place.

Any kind soul is willing to come and visit Serene?? sighh.

FCC

2007-10-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

FCC is finally over!

So fast that fun has come to an end and school is starting in just less than 12 hours. Gotta bury in books once again. Camp is fun fun fun, of cause due to the people there.

Crazy jrs, kinda stupid yet interesting and fun games. Night walk is sian at times for people lik me who stuck at level 2 running out of ideas of what to do, but damn interesting to see how people actually got scared by all the fake 'masks'. And because of that, the night walk was a success as many people including the GUYS are scared. Can u imagine, GUYS please. And that concluded that polo people ppl are abit ........ you know, what they called as 'hum'.

This year is somewhat diff, no going to town lik the usual 2 years. In fact we went to our neighbourhood- Clementi Central. Fancy wearing colorful stocking and shower caps and walking and running ard the central lik some crazy bobos. Quite embarrassing but, who cares. Luckily i dont live ard Clementi areas. HAha.

Trip to Sentosa- My 3rd time in the past 2 months. Sweating from all the running and finding of clues from places to places. Oh ya, I finally get to try the Sky Tower [ For free of charge ((: ]where i can see beyond Sentosa. The scenery is really niceeee. I get to see Sentosa Cove from there, where i USED to work. And it's either 10 bucks or 12 bucks for only 7mins. I think somehow it's not worth the moneyyy. Oh ya, did i mention that that day was Hari Raya, so there are HELLL lots of indians and blanglas there. So you know you know. =/ And I bought water guns and ended up having water guns fight in sch.

The last night is the performance night where it's the MOST FUN night. Bet everyone really laugh to their content and this can really showed the another side of the jrs. The wild side i mean. So crazy, so daring, so much fun. After that some of us went for supper and hoping to get some 'water', thinking that the prata shop would be open and available 'water'. But luck not on our side, ended up at some eatery and playing pool aft that. Admit that damn rusty at pool. zzzz

Reach back sch at ard 6. Slept at 6am, woke up at 10am kana distured by irritating jrs who got so high for not slping the whole night. CRAZY. Anyway, FCC is a success yea. Ok, for now time to slp. Sian tml SCH! And i cant access to Mel, which means i cant print my notes! =(

Before i end this, DECLARED a scooopy for B&J =) ok, till i passed all trg 1st. Which i gotta skip IS. SIGH.. Anw lucks for me. Hint* waiting for photos from JIUNNNN!

Goodbye holidays, hello schh.

2007-10-11T01:17:00.000+08:00

Counting down to sch starts. Not excited at all. Good thing to start the sch reopen with a good tanning session at sentosa with my class =D I got quite tanned/ rather abit burnt. =/ And tml will be the start of FCC!

Yeah, hope it's a really nice and fun ending for my holidays.

Sayonara beloved holidays-

2007-10-10T00:30:00.000+08:00

Sprained neck and back muscles. And sinseh just pull and twist my neck and rub my back like wanting me dead. But doesnt seem lik it's healing that sooon. Sian please. Sooooo, good excuse to skip training. HAHAA.. Ah just kidding!

Some random pics:

Swordfish collar from Fish and Co. Almost die after eating. Btw ate 2 of the big thingy. 1 disappeared in ppl's stomachs.

Finally some of the Vietnam trip pics:

-->> Seriously, coming from a FIVE-STARS hotel.

--> shot AK (: feeling damn nice

My rooomie for the trip ((:

--> inside the cage are DOGS. going for slaughting. !@##$@%$ to those ppl.

things i bought which i still think not enough.

Lastly, Vietnam trip come to an end! (: With so many assignments in less than a mth. Tmd.

Vietnam

2007-09-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

BACK

BACK!!

But now damn lazy to blog about it.

Anyway I love their traffic, Pho ( furrrr) --> Kway tiao soup. Damn nice.
IBSM is a success. and I spent ALL my money on don noe where, when the stuffs there are so cheap. And i still think that i havent got enough. Shit.

Wait till im free and got the mood then blog again. As for now, slp and TRAINING TML!! =D FINALLY!

*hint hint anyone free for nxt sem holidays?

flying awayyy

2007-09-17T11:28:00.000+08:00

Tml is the day

Where i will be flying off to Vietnam! =)

Wooo, 10days. Going to miss the ppl here. Like.................. =)

For the time being, miss me!!

2007-09-14T01:10:00.000+08:00

Finally the stupid boring irritating workshop is OVER!
And let's count down to my exciting-to-be VIETNAM trip!

For now, let's pray hard that I can found 100bucks on the ground so i can have enough $$$ to buy more stuffs!

Pray for me, people! Ahem^

all good things come to an end.

2007-09-10T15:24:00.000+08:00

It's over.

Our last year of IVP has finally come to an end. We got a Silver for IVP and there goes for the same for the guys team. Well, as compared to the last year, we did make NP proud. The guys this time around did slightly better than the girls. They got something for the Opens at least.

Though tears are shed, im glad that the process of going through together as a team is there. [ I hope she's there too :( ] 3 years of hardwork, 3 years of friendships ( still counting on ), 3 years of anger venting out in slots, tears shed aft losses, and joys that each creates.

Whatever the results are, shall train harder for the nxt SRRR. Cause that will be last competition that 11 of us will play as a Monsters team. So, as for now train the jrs! ;)

Nothing's more important than Team Monsters Inc.

2007-09-08T23:18:00.000+08:00

Cant help but to pen this down!

DAMN EXCITED!!! IT'S JUST LESS THAN 24 HOURS B4 THE FINAL SHOWDOWN!

NP~ BE IT GUYS OR MONSTERS, ALL THE WAY!!!

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Happy 365days anniversary

2007-09-06T12:01:00.000+08:00

Happpy
Happpy
Happy!!

Just come back from a chalet for just me and him. It's our 1yr anniversary. A stay at Sentosa KAMPONG HUT is not bad, but the thing is it's just DAMN small. Imagine a room with just 4 beds and aircon and nothing else. The toilet and bathrooms are all outside. -.- Nevertheless, we had our piece of fun and time spent in the small room.

Day 1 was kinda disappointing day cause it rained. Having to check in from going through the back gate. After that, we went to try out the Skyride and Luge. Took quite a few photos. Scenery is really beautiful, especially when you are just at the peak before coming down.

While queueing for the Luge, there's this group of CHINA ppl in front of us. Cause beside the Luge ride is the Skytower.
So when the Skytower soars upward, the china people started to said (in chinese), 'eh, ltr they are going to drop down.'
Another follows (in chinese) : ' Ya ya, sure drop down!'

Bing and I were laughing at ourselves.
Then after 3mins or so, they started to say, ''Eh so late alrdy, why havent drop down? ''
Then after a while more, the Skytower begins to move downwards. Their 'disappointed' expression just made me wanna laugh.

Song of the Sea is nice!! Though the splashing of water can be quite irritating, still it's part of the show. The various effects that they have; the water effects, the lighting effects all deserve a round of applauses. The last part of fireworks really lighten up everyone's mood of having to drench in seawater. Just don understand why some people would leave the show halfway just because they are drenched by that bit of seawater, after all it was part of the show.

Dining by the seaside at Amis is a new experience. The waiters are all so friendly and both of us stupidly mistaken chill sauce for tomato sauce and they got 2 waiters to attend to us. I ordered a Fish and Chip of HUGE quantity, as if feed to some ang moh's appetite. He ordered some mix of Chinese Malay And Indian food. Something unqiue. Anyway, from there we had our second round of Song Of the Sea. From a further view and slightly higher height, we are able to watch with ease with not seawater splashing =) Still, i love the fireworks part where it brightens up the cloudy dark sky.

Exploring around at Sentosa on a weekday night is really quite eerie cause hardly there's any people. Take alot of pics, but think i need to change my cam. Cause I cant take pics at night the resolution is just damn bad. Upon the ringing of the bells when the clock strikes 10pm, both of us make a wish.

Went to try out the 4D Magix show. It's a new experience for just than a 3D show. Cause there's splashing of water and blowing of air pressure through behind your head and beneath your legs make not just plain watching with a little bit of excitement. It is that real that some part it frightened me. Haha.

Went hiking in the jungle trails in the middle of the day before packing up to go training. Wah, training is crazy cause maybe i strained my wing's muscle and it's aching till now. Damn. Aww, then back to chalet. He got me a cake cause he FORGOTTEN something =( . Oh well, and stupid bf got a heart-shape CHEESECAKE, which none of us eats. So just eat up the top layer and that's it. Hahah.

Serene+ Sobing ^-^

Im sorry that u got that ugly cut. Hahah. Times when disagreements occurred and unhappiness resulted, but at the end of the day, Im glad that the 4 alphabets didnt seem to die on us. :) Lastly, ilu*

2007-08-27T12:27:00.001+08:00

Everything just came at the wrong time. That's not what we thought it would be.
It just felt damn shit.
Just....... fuck it.

Slp now.

2007-08-24T00:47:00.000+08:00

When people are lacking of slp cause they stayed up to mug, but i lack of slp cause i was out having fun!!

Yday fun was omg, till everyone got wasted. Practically EVERYONE. Didnt drink alot, cause cannot afford to get swollen but still, -.- Too tired, and went to slp once I saw the sofa. Drank again today. Less than 2 hours slp, and im out again. And drink again. Less than a cup of bailey. HAHA. But still drink! =X

Ok, guess im going to die at sewing all the sprayskirts and doing all the taping. Scarly see wrong holes and sew my fingers, so i better go slp now. AH 1 more day!! Excited, nervous, mixed feeling, IMPORATNTLY, cannot think now; slp now.

funny dream i have

2007-08-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

Firstly to say, MY EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

But it's not something really happy to say. CAUSE EVERYONE STILL HAVING PAPERS! =( Sian.

had some funny dreams during my stress period.
Dreamt of A, B, C, D.
A and B were once tog,
but then, this time ard, it's A and D are tog.
And the thing is, A and C are good frenx.
D is a lookalike person of C.
Then saw A's reaction was like stunned.
I was stunned too.
But it seems lik A and D are happily ever after.
But lik i said,
it's a dream.
A NEVER-will happen dream.

Second dream: For damn long time since i dreamt of these bunch of people. In fact, i dont even think of them now. Ok, nvm about that. Anyway dreamt of them, woke up felt quite weird. Cause last time got some drama shit thingg.
Then, next day, saw one of character that i dreamt of last night! Kinda scary. Good thing that i didnt met the other one, if not this 7th month going to camp at home.

It feels kinda weird to see her after SOOO long. In fact, years since i saw her? Xiang dang nian........... sigh. I must say, quite a pity. But still, it's all over so who cares! Haha, anyway im happy with my life, she's happy with her life ((: And im glad that i actually choose that path in the 1st place. It's nice to find out that acutally there are more than just someone who can show me that ray of light, hor? :X If not, this would be so different now. Happening moments occured only once; too many times also will get sick of it.

Classmates went drinking today! Ah, cannot drink. Tml going clubbinggg!! Drink again, and thurs going Cafe Del Mar for farewell party; Going to drink again! OMG! -pray for me that i wont get rashes. Esp, not at this crucial moment. Cant wait! ((: Cause, It's TB17!!!

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We have some much far. 3 years. Aint that long, aint that short. But enough to set footprints in each of our lives. Canoe polo; a violent yet fun sport. Cause i met a group of fun people. 4 more days. I wish to say proudly that yea we got sth to show. But it seems like even im not confident enough to say that. Truth hurts, for the fact that we are not. Wanting so much to twist the fact, but it just hurts even more to deceive further more. This is not getting any better. No matter what, at least we have some glory once in our polo life. But still, it's IVP. Cant turn back time, cant turn back time to where we were given sufficient pool slots and how unappreciative towards the slots given.
4 more days. -Give in all you can-

if i have time machine

2007-08-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

nmIf time could turn back,
I would still want LV to be formed
I would still choose Ngee Ann Poly
I would still choose Business studies

I would still want to join canoe polo, because who knows there will be wonderful people. ((:
I would still want to be part of Monsters Inc.
And lastly, I would still say the yes to that qns, for you meant alot to me.

2007-08-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

National Day just passed. Crazy moment with monsters + him + some SP ppl at Loof. More concentration games, more old maid, more froggy games. How stupid, how lame it can get, as long as it gets my spirit high up in the sky, who cares. Fireworks are pretty, of cause with nice accompanies.
Saturday, Relay Duathlon. Monsters became the time-keepers. See how people run until they wanna die, wanna puke, face red till lik some baboon's backside blah blah blah. Though it's kinda boring job, seeing all the funny faces when they reached the ending point, or having to run another round. Congrats to all who have won ((: A tiring morning for me,indeed. With insufficient slp.

Counting down exactly 6 days to 1st paper. DAmn shit.

A beautiful picture says a thousand words.

Damn IP is OVER!!

2007-08-08T00:20:00.001+08:00

I can finally declared DAMN IP is over!! =) Cheers! Watched Simpson with classmates. Show is really funny. Had a great laugh, then hunt for clinic cause some people came to join us despite the red swollen eyes. But he's being evil and want to spread to us. But failed to find a clinic at PS, so ended up go pharmacy. HAHa. Went for dinner at Carousel, Royal Plaza. Spend ALLL the remaining $$ that we have. Who cares about M1, but sad thing is, thought of not going to pay, but still gotta pay some. Eh, mux mention that the salmon is DAMNNN GOOD!! AHHH!

After that? Well, same thing. Drink! HAha, and what happened when we drink, same thing. Circle of death. Drink a cup cause i dont wanna having to see doc again. Troublesome and waste $$. But the gd thing is, NEW RECRUIT is in our group! Which means, more secretss! =))

Ok, saw yh today. Cause he claimed that i wont blog something about him. Ok, there u go. And if u happened to write this, HELP ME ASK MORGAN OR WHO LEH, I WANT THAT JOBB! thanks =))

Life is short; live to ur fullest, please.

how much changes..

2007-08-04T02:05:00.000+08:00

Looking at my Desktop picture, how much we have come so far, how much we have gone through all the joys peace and laughters, shed the tears at the dullest moments. Used to get fun lik no other business. Suddenly, kinda miss those little fun that we used to have. Where is it now? Guess, time passed and many other factors change the lives we are in. Hate to see, one of us to leave us ): Though sometimes, anger and unhappiness do happen, by the end of the day, we are still who we are. Still the lovable us. The unspoken feeling hid themselves at the darkest corners in their places.

Ok, back to project. ^-^

the 'chalet' starts today :(

2007-08-03T12:03:00.000+08:00

What to say? Well, yday cocktail party was fun! But it wasn't really a cocktail party. No alcoholic drinks. Accompanied by only soft drinks and MUFFINS. The whole party wasnt FORMAL at all. Everyone was just talking cock and 'heyy yo'. Only when it comes to introduction to the teacher, then everyone act abit. The dining etiquette part was damn funny. Guess everyone is just not demure nor gentleman. HAHA. Suddenly asking the carnivores to be demure and gentleman lik asking them to eat shit and die. But seriously, think we just suck at it. Even the teacher had some gd laugh =)) Next, it's our OWN time! Cam-whoring!! And yes alot of pictures taken. I like ((:

Ok, after which it's project time again.. Sighh zzzz. The most sian part is that, we got more problem ocurred. And resulting in getting Jappo to help, but feel damn bad cause she got her RD thingy to settle. :( Anyway, having a 'project chalet' over frenx's hs for 3D2N. Wth, if only it's a real chalet to enjoy and NOT TO DO PROJECT. mailto:!@#$%^^&**(())^%$@!@#$%^&**&^%$#@. Sighh. Now that fun is to be put aside, project is more important than any other things. Ok, back to project.

feast, feasT, FEAST!!!

2007-08-01T23:41:00.000+08:00

Has been a while since i last posted a happppy post with pictures and many smiles. Yeah, all dedicated to my class TB17. ^-^

Thanks to M1, we got $xxx amt of money. Since that the presentation is near to an end, we got extra $$$, so we decided to reward ourselves. HAHA. Actually all along we have been rewarding ourselves. HAHA. Anyway, today is one of the most 'shiok' day. The few of us went to Co-op to have some 'shopping'. Literally shopping! We grabbed a basket and we just threw in WHATEVER we want, ANYTHING we want. Hahaha, damn good life. We even ordered the ice cream yogurt, purposely the large ones. And the auntie is damn cute to lay out all the 6 yogurts in a roll for us to take. After a FULL basket of junk food, even the auntie at the counter was shocked. HAHA. And we spent near 70bucks for yogurts and junk food! Think we are all greedy pigs.

Then reached the room, we threw out all the food in our bags, and started feasting one by one. Left some for tml! haha. Ok, got some serious time for project. We sang songs, we said ghost stories ( i kept diam diam, cause i scared. =X ), Sydney farted numerous times, abrupted shouting at time to destress; all these contribute to the process of projecting and fun.

Feast again during dinner. We went to Mayam. On the bus there, met this weird abit crazy woman. She said the random-est things ever. She said sth about cement to Sydney. And he freaking hell thought it's SEMEN, thinking that the woman is horny. I think Sydney is the one. hAHA. She still said alot of weird things that kept me and Edna laughing all the way till she alighted. Edna me Aileen Sydney Kenneth. I mux say, WE ACT LIK SOME HUNGRY GHOSTS LET LOOSE!! When the food was served, CHIONG ARRRR!!! Totally lorx. Ordered more than 10 dishes of food when there's only 6 ppl. -.- TOTALLY HOW WE MANAGED TO EAT THAT ALL. For today, dont care about dieting or what. Tml then continue the dieting. HAHA.

Talking about tml, it's THE COCKTAIL PARTY!!! Everyone of us is going to wear either pretty or handsome! =D YEAH, finally can wear that GG>5 dresss!! Hahaha. Guess tml is taking photo sessions. So more photos to be posted tml!! =DD CANT WAIT!!

More class outings to be organised. To Simpson, have another BBQ @ King's hs, Vietnam Trip, PROM NIGHT next year. It's a CLASS Prom for Tb17. =)) Though 2 wont be going. =(

Like Ryan said, we should love each other. LOL

Look at the junk food. This is only 3/4 of what we get. 1/4 is at other room.
Cute Chocolate Mushroom!
Xiao Long Bao still got mini dish for it.
These are only half of it. Some are cleared away. FEAST, i said. more pic with Edna!!